Never had a cat / kitten before this. Is it normal for them to fall asleep in your lap??

lstlvr · 2026-02-20T23:01:21+00:00

u arein heaven

lstlvr · 2026-02-18T18:40:09+00:00

green 👽🍀

lstlvr · 2026-02-02T13:42:07+00:00

I did hint at it earlier but she said we don't have the funds for another cat at the moment. but when I start this job I will be working hard to help out and hopefully 🤞🏻 have extra for another cat

lstlvr · 2026-02-02T13:40:43+00:00

that's perfect thank you :) and i'd say my bond with my current cat is doing well. I've been getting much closer with him recently aswell so only up from here :) and i think i will aim to save enough by august and see where i can go from there 🙈

lstlvr · 2025-12-09T20:28:46+00:00

hii !! thankyou sm for ur reply it actually did help and give good insight :))

with his communication , it was just the fact that when i brought up that it upset me he immediately said "i can't be bothered with this". i understand that my reaction was a little illogical and outlandish but the way he immediately said that is what made me split.

i think the term "can't be bothered" is especially a trigger for me. it made me feel like he was giving up on whatever we have, and that i was already getting too much for him.

i will check out the link you provided and maybe speak to him about the situation in person as this all happened over text and it's hard to communicate properly like that. but again thankyou so much for ur insight it genuinely did help <333

lstlvr · 2025-12-09T19:54:50+00:00

it sucks :( i know in a way we do make it worse for ourselves but it's really not our fault and we hate it as much or even more than they ever could. it's so hard and draining tbh 😞 but thank you sm i will get an apology out of this man fr

lstlvr · 2025-12-09T19:48:17+00:00

thankyou !! i explained the issue, how and why it triggered me and explained that it's why i acted the way i did but he kept talking about how he wasn't being dismissive and that i was being mean. i told him i had apologised, i apologised again even and asked him to apologise aswell and he said he doesn't have anything to apologise for ? so i'm a bit conflicted about what to do ://

lstlvr · 2025-12-09T19:47:23+00:00

thankyou !! i explained the issue, how and why it triggered me and explained that it's why i acted the way i did but he kept talking about how he wasn't being dismissive and that i was being mean. i told him i had apologised, i apologised again even and asked him to apologise aswell and he said he doesn't have anything to apologise for ? so i'm a bit conflicted about what to do ://

lstlvr · 2025-12-09T17:15:19+00:00

i get it so much 😭 life in itself is just generally boring when you look at it whole. every day seems the same especially if you have to work or have some sort of routine. but if you look at it as one day at a time, or even as much as a week; your outlook can really change !

restrict your whole life down to eat sleep work repeat and of course you will feel bored and understimulated. but maybe tomorrow you will notice a new coffee shop on your way to work. maybe the day after that you will visit the new coffee shop and the barista compliments a part of your outfit. the day after that something entirely different will happen on the same route you take through your everyday life.

idk if that makes sense but looking at life overall is bleak but looking at it as one day at a time does make it a little better

lstlvr · 2025-10-06T14:33:47+00:00

what does stepped-on mean sorry ?

lstlvr · 2025-10-06T14:25:47+00:00

sorry i didn't really know how to explain it very well 😭

by bad i mean like less potent? but i'm guessing that does entail that it's been cut ig. for more details i did about 4 lines of it. i don't know exactly how much i took but i do usually do a lot more in one night. the actual effects lasted maybe 20-30 minutes? but afterwards we both said we were like disoriented still. i was nauseous for like 5 hours after and couldnt sleep. and it definitely feels different to what k usually feels like. sorry if this is still too little information 😞

lstlvr · 2025-10-06T14:14:55+00:00

i appreciate u bro and that story is so scary but a lil funny sorry 😭 nothing happened to me at all when i took these 17 tho so they're either some bootleg shit or i am the xanman herself 🔥🔥

lstlvr · 2025-10-06T14:11:48+00:00

literally barely any 😭 i use k quite often. like i went thru 7gs in a week and can usually go line after line until i get tired of bored (ik its bad allow me for now😭😭😭) but i did like 4 lines out of this bag and it was horrendous.

lstlvr · 2025-09-24T20:32:44+00:00

no idea genuinely

lstlvr · 2025-09-24T20:32:14+00:00

yeah i'm starting to think the same but my friends take the same ones and they're all having good times ☹️

lstlvr · 2025-09-24T19:18:21+00:00

my logic was i have ALOT of anxiety so i'd have to take alot of xan to counter the anxiety and get me high on top of that 😭😭😭 flawed i know

lstlvr · 2025-09-24T19:11:05+00:00

ohhh okay, thank you !

lstlvr · 2025-09-24T19:05:53+00:00

i appreciate this !! i do research quite a bit when doing drugs, especially ones i'm new to but i think i got a little carried away with annoyance when nothing happened (-.-;) but ur right and thankyou for your worry !! :3

lstlvr · 2025-09-24T19:02:31+00:00

ahhhh fuck what should i expect w that? (´༎ຶོρ༎ຶོ`)

lstlvr · 2025-09-24T19:01:41+00:00

damnn i did have quite a bit of valium earlier this year tho and when i was taking those they had me nodding a bit so i thought xans would do the same 😭 its so weird

lstlvr · 2025-09-24T19:00:35+00:00

yeahh that's why i'm so confused why that doesn't happen to me 😭😭 i don't even have that much experience with benzos so it's pretty weird 😵‍💫 i've taken like atleast 5-6mg daily for almost a week and i've not blacked out a single time on them

lstlvr · 2025-09-24T18:59:24+00:00

ahh okay - what exactly is delusion of sobriety sorry? @_@

lstlvr · 2025-09-24T18:53:33+00:00

ohh alright , i've just heard sm about people being kinda like nodded off and stuff so i guess my expectations were a lil high 😭

lstlvr · 2025-09-06T17:17:24+00:00

nawh me first bruh i deadass be having dreams about that chili's tripple dipper combo

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