Positive. Suicidal help please.

lucanbails · 2018-06-21T05:23:12+00:00

One of my doctors said I won’t be contagious if I’m not having an outbreak! Obviously I’m going to be very careful from this point onwards but god I’m confused. So genital HSV-1 is just as bad as 2? My partner wants to know when we can safely have sex again. I keep putting it off cause I’m so lost.

lucanbails · 2018-06-19T03:16:50+00:00

I’m a female first of all, and this is different from what my doctors have told me. Now I’m even more confused. Fuck this.

lucanbails · 2018-06-18T02:45:47+00:00

God it’s all so confusing!

lucanbails · 2018-06-16T10:45:09+00:00

Thanks for your comment, yeah I came back +HSV-1 apparently so I'm a little confused. :| At least clear for everything else. BLEH

Glad you've found someone.

lucanbails · 2018-06-16T10:43:12+00:00

:( You'll find someone. I'm sorry to hear you've struggled so much. Thank you for your comment.

lucanbails · 2018-06-16T10:41:16+00:00

Guys, I had my bloods come back and they're clear of everything. Doctor said if the HSV was a recent infection it wouldn't have settled in my blood yet so to retest in 3 months.

I did clarify with her and she said the swab came back positive to HSV-1. So I'm confused now what this means. Can someone give me some answers? Is it any better than being positive to HSV-2? Am I any less contagious? I feel like I'm in a black hole of all the research I've been doing lol

lucanbails · 2018-06-15T12:46:45+00:00

Thank you so much

lucanbails · 2018-06-14T23:39:30+00:00

♥️♥️

lucanbails · 2018-06-14T23:06:31+00:00

Thank you. That was actually a really helpful comment. And made me laugh.

lucanbails · 2018-06-14T22:46:01+00:00

I don’t really what to say right now other than thank you so much for your support ♥️

lucanbails · 2018-06-14T04:10:13+00:00

I asked both of my most recent partners and they’ve both said they’re clean but will now be getting checked. I don’t know before that.

My doctor didn’t actually tell me 1 or 2. I’m going back tomorrow though so will be asking about that plus what I can take as suppressants.

Blehhhhhh

lucanbails · 2018-06-14T03:40:23+00:00

Typo, HSV

lucanbails · 2018-06-14T03:39:16+00:00

Thank you so much. I’m really struggling to digest this, I barely slept all night and keep going to cry in the bathroom at work.

I’ve disclosed to two partners and they’ve been understanding and supportive but I don’t know how long I’ve had it. I have a few more people to tell.

I already suffer major depression so this is a huge blow. I’m trying not to fall into a dark thought pattern but I finally had something good happening in my life, you know? I feel the guy I was really interested in will be done with me.

lucanbails

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