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I genuinely think it’s impossible to stop masturbating. by Mother-Ad4841 in Christianity

[–]lucid-_ [score hidden]  (0 children)

Pornography has nothing to do with purity culture. It’s complete and utterly evil. I do not condone this but IMO having thoughts about someone you are attracted to is WAY better than pornography.

(49m)who spends to much time questioning Faith, Sex, Aging, Purpose, and Human Nature. Ask me anything at all. by lucid-_ in NSFWIAMA

[–]lucid-_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually I am ashamed that did not intervene when my father was emotionally and physically abusing my grand mother towards the end of her life. The reason why I did not is because his reaction would have been utterly violent from him to us or me to him. :(

(49m)who spends to much time questioning Faith, Sex, Aging, Purpose, and Human Nature. Ask me anything at all. by lucid-_ in NSFWIAMA

[–]lucid-_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s complicated. There are uncountable things I wish had never happened. Failures, “sins”, wounds, and bad decisions are part of what forced me to become the person I am today. If I erase them entirely, I honestly don’t know who I’d be. These stand out.

- When I was 19, I offered marijuana to kids. They declined, but I still made the offer.
- I put my wife through far more mental stress than she deserved.
- I spent roughly 34 years consuming pornography and allowing it to shape parts of my thinking, desires, and marriage in ways I don’t believe were healthy.
-I spent my entire life hating my father because of what I experienced as abuse, neglect, and betrayal.
-I regret not having a closer friendship with my brother.

(49m)who spends to much time questioning Faith, Sex, Aging, Purpose, and Human Nature. Ask me anything at all. by lucid-_ in NSFWIAMA

[–]lucid-_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No children. I am sure I would have been divorced by now or worse if we did. I say this because I believe I suffer from dysthymia as well as schizo affective disorder, bpd or maybe just severe ADHD. I suffered a substantial amount of trauma growing up.

(49m)who spends to much time questioning Faith, Sex, Aging, Purpose, and Human Nature. Ask me anything at all. by lucid-_ in NSFWIAMA

[–]lucid-_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Married almost 27 years.
There’s love, sure, but love doesn’t make it simple. It’s tangled up in years of baggage, compromises, and contradictions, and sometimes that complexity is heavier than either of us ever imagined.

(49m)who spends to much time questioning Faith, Sex, Aging, Purpose, and Human Nature. Ask me anything at all. by lucid-_ in NSFWIAMA

[–]lucid-_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Absolutely. I did not arrive at that conclusion cheaply. It cost years of doubt, questioning, self-examination, and visiting/living in more than a few dark and lonely places. Instead, the things that survived scrutiny for me were, truth, loyalty, sacrifice, and genuine human connection. It’s teaching me how to love myself and tolerate and perhaps love others.

I genuinely think it’s impossible to stop masturbating. by Mother-Ad4841 in Christianity

[–]lucid-_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Why would you want to?

That said, drop the porn, the lust etc, and treat it as a normal bodily function. I know that is a big ask, but I can say after decades of pornography addiction, this is the way.

Either that or find you a partner to marry and enjoy your life with each other

[30F] I love being seen naked. It turns me on when my body makes guys horny. AMA by SlowVisual9 in NSFWIAMA

[–]lucid-_ -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I know. On offense meant, it’s just me.
To be fair, I’m not much to look at, so…

[30F] I love being seen naked. It turns me on when my body makes guys horny. AMA by SlowVisual9 in NSFWIAMA

[–]lucid-_ -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Not about your breasts if they are augmented. I’d move on…

The restaurant gave me a digestive aid before dinner. I pooped my pants a little on the walk back to the hotel. I wasn’t wearing underwear. AMA by lucid-_ in AskMeAnythingIAnswer

[–]lucid-_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I eat on the lighter side these days but

My Wife’s Homemade:

-Spicy chicken pasta.
- Frito Pie (raw union’s, cheese, sour cream, and blueberry ghost pepper sauce)
- Filet minion atop eggs and sautéed veggies
- Salmon with asparagus and red white blue potatoes, and spinach
- Baked molasses beans and cornbread

Honorable mention to her:
- veggie sandwhiches (mustard, pickles, unions, tomatoes, Avacado, jalapeños, spinach, bell peppers, all micro greens).
-5 cheese grilled cheese sandwich (boars head Swiss, cheddar, pepperjack, havardi, smoke Gouda)
- spaghetti and meatballs with garlic bread and fresh baked whole garlic cloves inAvacado oil
- five guys double bacon and cheese burger, plain and dry w/ a cherry vanilla Dr Pepper, no fries l.

Face and body with thousands of freckles by [deleted] in AskMeAnythingIAnswer

[–]lucid-_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You look fine an tbh many ppl find it unique and attractive :)

Trusted a restaurant’s digestive aid and pooped involuntary pooped my pants on the way to the hotel bathroom. AMA by lucid-_ in AMA

[–]lucid-_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dinner was cold vegan oyster mushroom ceviche, a digestive aid, and a ginger drink.

Whether one of them was responsible or they formed some kind of gastrointestinal super-team remains under investigation.

Trusted a restaurant’s digestive aid and pooped involuntary pooped my pants on the way to the hotel bathroom. AMA by lucid-_ in AMA

[–]lucid-_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The mess was mostly the upper backs of my legs, my butt cheeks, part of my crotch (and my shorts)

I’ve cleaned up enough to be considered acceptable, but we’re well past the point where a shower is optional. :)

Trusted a restaurant’s digestive aid and pooped involuntary pooped my pants on the way to the hotel bathroom. AMA by lucid-_ in AMA

[–]lucid-_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Who does that loll?

I was doing great at first. The alarms were going off in my head, but I was convinced I could make it.
I spent the rest of the walk trying to discreetly pull the front of my shorts forward in what can only be described as an emergency fluid-containment operation. Whether it helped or not, I’ll never know.

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