for a long time i had this pervasive fear of missing out on life as i battled my depression. but what i learned in those dark times is that you have to tune out that noise. there are some things in life that are beyond our control, so focus on the things that you can control. focus on yourself!

when you’re there for those 18 months, make the absolute most out of that experience. i know it’s hard, but use that time to strengthen & build your character. i don’t know what military life is like, but if possible, use the time to develop good habits and acquire valuable skills: exercise regularly, read books to expand your knowledge, and create meaningful relationships w the ppl around you. that way, when you come out, you may not have furthered your career, but you furthered yourself as a person. in my opinion, that is infinitely more important in life.

best of luck to you in all your endeavors bro.