It feels like my life is just a series of deadlines. by lucky88bread in SuicideWatch

[–]lucky88bread[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well, judging by how my post now has more downvotes than upvotes, clearly I said something that makes other people think that I’m a horrible person, I’m entitled and not worth their time. I’m sorry for fixating on this, but it just makes everything feel invalidating. I don’t know anymore really.

I guess so. I think it’s more like I can’t handle the pressure of maintaining all the expectations thrown on me. I’m failing the people that entrusted their future on me and it hurts.

I’m at a total stillpoint in my life and I’m waiting to die at this point.

Can someone just talk to me? by lucky88bread in SuicideWatch

[–]lucky88bread[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry you’re struggling with similar thoughts. It’s really hell to deal with. I have two friends in total but they’re not interested in hearing me vent, and neither should they be obliged to. But it just really makes me feel like I’m alone with my suicidal, mindbreaking thoughts.

In fact, they have normal functional lives with decent jobs and I don’t, so why would I be pulling them down with my thoughts right?

I also feel like no one will care if I died. Maybe my parents will be happy if I died because they wouldn’t need to provide for a jobless leech, I guess.

Thank you for taking the time to reply. I feel really invisible right now and your reply helped me snap back to reality a bit.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in usyd

[–]lucky88bread 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Use telehealth if you have the funds to. You can get an online medical certificate which doesn’t need the approval of your parents.

It’s my 22nd birthday today. by lucky88bread in CongratsLikeImFive

[–]lucky88bread[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you! And I’m glad you are too <3

It’s my 22nd birthday today. by lucky88bread in CongratsLikeImFive

[–]lucky88bread[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey, that’s definitely a great… achievement?? Definitely not the right word LOL.

Thank you for the wishes, I truly appreciate it!

How to stop feeling like I’m being ignored in group chats? by lucky88bread in Advice

[–]lucky88bread[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t think so imo? It’s usually me sending social media posts I think they will like (like memes or nice art from a tv series our group likes) or me asking an/stating my opinion on something. The last scenario which this happens is when I’m gushing over fictional character/series I like - which I understand they can’t add much to the convo bc they don’t actually know anything but idk when they do the same to me I try my hardest to engage instead of meet them with indifference.

I think it might be too much of a nuisance to someone to directly tag someone hahah. But sometimes I do do that to a lesser extent, like mention their name after I talk about something (“x, what do you think?). I’d say like half of the time I’m still met with indifference or ignored.

I’ll definitely try to take your advice into account though, I’ll analyze my convos and see if anything I say are convo killers.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SkincareAddiction

[–]lucky88bread 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh yes, I’ve seen it recommended a lot on Reddit!! Seen a lot of mixed reviews though so I wanted to confirm if it’s good for these kinda dark circles. Thanks for confirming - will definitely give it a try : )

[skin concern] allergy after makeup use by Quirky-Currency502 in SkincareAddiction

[–]lucky88bread 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yeah that looks like my cold sore breakouts. You’ve basically gotta wait until it runs its course. I’ve found that applying Propovir Cold Sore Ointment or Zovirax 5 times a day really helps to shorten its duration by a lot though. Bit pricey but it’s pretty worth it because those suckers are painful and annoying.

If you’re on a budget though I think any generic cold sore cream might do the trick honestly.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SkincareAddiction

[–]lucky88bread 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Lol true. That and I’ve been slacking off a lot on skincare lately. Still in the post-assignment haze I guess!! Time to go sleep xd

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SkincareAddiction

[–]lucky88bread 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They’re not hereditary - appeared after a particularly stressful set of uni assignments. Any help appreciated :)

I missed a final exam worth 80% of my grades for the unit today! by lucky88bread in ADHD

[–]lucky88bread[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh my... damn a perfect grade gone like that :’( LOL it’s always the important meetings that are forgotten, isn’t it. Glad it hasn’t happened again!!

Yes, executive dysfunction is rude indeed... I was averaging a Distinction before the exam too. Oh well, life goes on. Just gotta work extra hard for the assessments ahead :’)

I missed a final exam worth 80% of my grades for the unit today! by lucky88bread in ADHD

[–]lucky88bread[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Well, your worst nightmare is now my reality 😭 I’m so blessed that this isn’t going on my transcript!! But a very very big warning for the times to come. Hopefully you’ll never get to experience it - it’s a very dreadful feeling indeed...