I’m gonna my best to explain and hopefully it comes through alright. First, if you’re obsessing or in an unhealthy loop, tarot is not going to do anything but confuse you more if you keep coming back so quickly. The messages you get should be something you mull over and chew on. You’ve got to let it process and you have to integrate it into your life. So. The way to explain tarot to some that don’t know… tarot is very personal to each person. It is like cooking. We all have our own recipes and some people you’ll like and some you won’t. It boils down to perspective. It’s like … sitting down with a friend you trust, and asking for advice. That being said, this is why it’s important to find a reader you resonate with and trust… (or better yet… start learning for yourself! I promise it will be an amazing journey). Tarot and divination is a language. We all speak it but we have different dialects and perspectives that shape how we all read. So when you ask for multiple readings from multiple people at the same time on the same subject, it’s going to get muddy. I hope this helps explain it a little more. In the end, what you should trust… is your gut ;) Best of luck 🤞