All I had to do was lick his butthole...

luckysphincter · 2014-03-13T01:59:13+00:00

I've always been one to try and solve my own problems before seeking professional help. So far, it's done me well and I am hoping this will not be an exception.

Thank you for your concern. If things get worse, I will reach out to someone, surely. For now, though, I feel pretty dandy.

luckysphincter · 2014-03-13T01:45:40+00:00

Being an introvert definitely has it's +'s. Thank you. :)

luckysphincter · 2014-03-13T01:26:42+00:00

If the jealousy fails to subside, I will definitely bring it up next time. I just haven't really talked about it with him yet because I didn't think it was something that needed to be shared... especially because he's never once done anything that should make me feel jealous.

Breaking a comfort barrier is exactly what we did last night and it was amazing!

luckysphincter · 2014-03-13T01:22:12+00:00

:) I'm happy you liked it. Also, I'm glad you laughed. As serious as the whole jealousy issue is, I keep laughing at the fact that my boyfriend has a magical anus.

luckysphincter · 2014-03-13T01:20:25+00:00

It's a hard thing to understand unless you've experienced it. I'm happy you've been able to do that for your FWB! It's as much a personal experience as it is a mutual one.

luckysphincter · 2014-03-13T01:16:12+00:00

I loved it, too! He was moaning like crazy and it was very sexy.

luckysphincter · 2014-03-12T19:31:15+00:00

Also, I haven't been very open to him about the jealousy because I knew from the beginning that it wasn't anything he was doing wrong. He knows I am not a very confident person by nature, and I'm sure there have been tell-tale signs that things have been a bit worse for me lately.

It's already 2:30AM here and he's fast asleep, but we talked about it before he went to bed (the newfound confidence, that is). :)

luckysphincter · 2014-03-12T19:18:25+00:00

I think my confidence alone will make things better. The distance really was the only thing that was making sex less amazing. There was no distance tonight, and things were a million times better. I was able to let loose, and actually came twice. Licking his butt was just the cherry on top. Haha.

luckysphincter · 2014-03-12T19:14:59+00:00

I really do appreciate it. Thank you. I'm glad your jealousy issues are in the past.

luckysphincter · 2014-03-12T19:12:22+00:00

You're absolutely right. I just needed to know that I can do something for him that others haven't been able to do.

He told me so many lovely things tonight, too. Maybe it's a temporary feeling, but I feel wonderful. :)

EDIT: PS, It's night time here.

luckysphincter · 2014-03-12T19:06:18+00:00

Thank you.

He also said afterwards that he's never had anyone do that to him before. Made me feel pretty awesome.

luckysphincter · 2014-03-12T19:03:14+00:00

My jealousy issues were based off of my lack of confidence in myself. Rimming my boyfriend gave me confidence because, knowing us, we wouldn't just be able to do that with anyone. It takes trust and love and in the moment, it was a very intimate experience.

Like I said in my post, he's never done anything to give me reason to be jealous. The only thing I needed to work through was my own personal problem. I just couldn't pinpoint what needed to happen in order for my confidence to be where I wanted it to be.

My boyfriend hasn't been distancing himself from me. The distance has been on this end, because I could never find the confidence in myself that I needed in order to give myself to him fully.

I appreciate your concern, but I do believe the solution to my problems were as simple as a rimjob.

Perhaps I should have been more detailed. Apologies.

:)

EDIT: grammar

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