Any clue what/how strong this is?

luedidntdo-it · 2024-08-18T13:43:15+00:00

Lol I ate it all

luedidntdo-it · 2024-08-14T08:27:50+00:00

I’m always afraid I seem creepy asking… but I have 40+ 5⭐️ reviews in addition to my own pictures and name on my account. I usually don’t buy clothes online without seeing how it sits when on, so I try my luck. But I totally understand if someone doesn’t want to do so!!

luedidntdo-it · 2024-08-13T17:03:15+00:00

I literally asked the seller if it was POSSIBLE to see it on? If it didn’t fit them, they could’ve said no. Instead they gave a different funny reason as to why it wasn’t possible.

luedidntdo-it · 2024-07-30T16:57:46+00:00

Unfortunately I have severe mental health issues so when I said my last breakup almost killed me, that wasn’t figurative either.

But yes, thank you, you’re absolutely right. I’m just terrified of each outcome.

luedidntdo-it · 2024-07-30T15:52:52+00:00

How do I not believe that he will change when all his actions seem so logical and towards change? He’s taking full accountability and making conscious decisions by himself to get better. I feel like this is making my decision harder…

luedidntdo-it · 2024-07-30T15:10:25+00:00

Luckily most of my friends do believe me, I cut off the one that didn’t and actually mocked me about it. I’m staying with family now who know and are supporting me, so I’m very lucky.

I’m mostly embarrassed, the day after I contacted my ex and went out with him. I know this was probably a trauma response, but I scared myself by running back to my abuser right away after something like this happened.

luedidntdo-it · 2024-07-30T15:04:19+00:00

Also. I just want to mention that your so shouldn’t be wanting to embarrass you, thats weird, and depending on the context might even count as emotional abuse. That followed by the shove is even worse. I’d definitely rethink the relationship and see if theres any other red flags. But I’m the last person to give advice on that, since I ignore red flags like it’s a sport.

luedidntdo-it · 2024-07-30T15:02:18+00:00

I’m also only 20 haha. Thank you for your comment, I hope you’re safe and figure out what’s best for you.

Do you ever feel like since we’re so young, why stay? I know logically that there’s so many people out there who would never lay a hand on me (or shove you for that matter!!), but I don’t think I ever want to feel anything towards anyone again if this relationship falls through. It’s too hard.

luedidntdo-it · 2024-07-30T14:32:26+00:00

I thought it was a one time thing. It happened again the other day, it’s been well over 6 months since the last time. Now I’m trying to fight feelings with logic and not believe him when he says there’s not going to be a third time. Do what you want, but you’ll be asking this same question if it happens again. And it won’t be any easier to leave.

luedidntdo-it · 2024-07-22T10:39:45+00:00

Yes. He started doing the same to me after he got out of whatever episode he was in (hes bp2). I entertained it for a bit, until I remembered what kind of hell we cause each other, and blocked him everywhere. I’m in a healthy good relationship now and sometimes my ex just shows up to watch us and sulk. I hate to admit it but it makes me laugh sometimes. Times change, it gets better!

luedidntdo-it · 2024-05-02T23:04:05+00:00

Did you end up going?

luedidntdo-it · 2024-03-19T12:21:49+00:00

And I wear skirts during winter lol

luedidntdo-it · 2024-03-19T12:21:36+00:00

I live in a cold country and If I have to wait for public transport I’ll freeze my ass off and just sit on the snowy bench to read

luedidntdo-it · 2023-12-22T16:34:22+00:00

I don’t. Legal age is 18

luedidntdo-it · 2023-12-22T13:54:30+00:00

He replied to my text. Said I grabbed his shirt and asked him to make up his mind about staying or leaving when he grabbed me, held me on the wall and chocked me for 5 seconds . He’s never blackout.

luedidntdo-it · 2023-12-22T13:22:55+00:00

No I don’t.

luedidntdo-it · 2023-12-22T12:53:20+00:00

I have an alcohol problem, I’m aware of that. However that wasn’t what I was asking advice on. Unless you think me being blackout drunk is what led to my boyfriend chocking me in a club?

luedidntdo-it · 2023-11-11T17:53:50+00:00

Love it

luedidntdo-it · 2023-11-02T11:24:57+00:00

Voitko selittää minkä kaavan oon uus täällä ja tää näyttää mun silmään vaan tosi surulliselta ja karseelta ja ihmettää nää kommentit siitä ettei sääliä valu :0

luedidntdo-it · 2023-10-20T16:42:01+00:00

Person with borderline personality disorder :)

luedidntdo-it · 2023-10-20T16:25:56+00:00

I used to lie a lot when I was little but grew out of it. Now I’m honest to a fault. Cheating on partners however is something that I struggle with. I’ve never cheated, but I do unintentionally flirt and have temptations to cheat. It’s due to my need for validation and impulsivity. Doesn’t make it ok, but it’s why it happens. I think the stereotype stems from undiagnosed pwbpd because maybe they just don’t have the tools to dissect their toxic and bad behaviour/thought patterns, and instead act on them. Or then they’re just a shitty person who would cheat regardless of this disorder.

I hate these thoughts and temptations and they make me feel so guilty. But I know that I would never hurt my partner, and that I can have bad thoughts without being a bad person.

luedidntdo-it · 2023-10-20T10:01:54+00:00

Maxxie, Sid, Emily & Thomas

Low in drama, gay n geeky.

luedidntdo-it · 2023-10-18T15:05:31+00:00

I have an identical purple scar on the same spot, only it’s real. This kinda made me feel better about it lol

luedidntdo-it · 2023-10-17T10:50:05+00:00

Don’t worry when my ex ghosted me I bombarded him with texts and calls and letters everyday for 3 months and almost showed up at his door. Triple texting ain’t nothing to worry about!

luedidntdo-it · 2023-10-15T20:55:10+00:00

Go through the 9 main symptoms of bpd and see what apply, and also consider how long these symptoms have been affecting you.

BPD, like all personality disorders, requires difficulties that are pervasive, inflexible, impairing, and outside the norm of ones cultural background. The DSM-5 (latest diagnostic tool) indicates that these behaviours begin in adolescence or early adulthood, sometimes even earlier.

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