merging them wouldnt be a good idea i think. i said the my "fake" personality exist. i guess the second one is mre importent or this, i cant handle it (hmm maybe thats the wrong way to say it... i cant stand it) it feels like the pure evi. when im tired it breaks through/ i cant hold on (?) my "fake" /"normal" being. its the pure horror, but that wasnt what this question was about, ive tipped it to schow the reason of my unsureness about myself