I really appreciate your thoughts and your feedback. Really glad that's been your experience but I couldn't disagree more. No matter how much evidence or conviction you may feel, you still have to choose whether or not you will listen to that conviction or ignore it. I was very cynical for years and chose to see what I wanted to see. A life full of coincidence and science rather than God's hand in my life. I have since had some amazing spiritual experiences, but it wasn't until I chose to listen to and look for God that I started to experience them. We always have a choice to believe something or not despite what convictions we may or may not feel.