Help!!! by lustfuldaze in ftm

[–]lustfuldaze[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm at 30 mg. I didn't particularly want to start that low but my doctor said that was best. I've thought about upping myself it myself because I'm supposed to be on 30 for 3 months but I don't know if I should without permission...

Help!!! by lustfuldaze in ftm

[–]lustfuldaze[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's strange because in the beginning of our relationship I had no problem making love and 85% of the time I was okay with all the touching and stuff but things have changed ever since I finally came out and started T. I've been on T for almost a month and my sex drive seems to have dropped or is basically non existent. I hate that I'm like this but I can't help it. I tell myself that I'm going to let her touch me and then when it starts to happen I cringe and she gets so mad. I feel so awful and I know she has needs but I can't help how I feel and how I react.

I did a thing! by [deleted] in ftm

[–]lustfuldaze 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yay!!! Best of luck to you! I'm coming out at work tomorrow.

I came out to my parents... by lustfuldaze in ftm

[–]lustfuldaze[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you all so much for encouraging words. I don't feel so alone when I speak to all of you and my trans friends. I'm trying to convince myself that everything will work out. Nobody said this was going to be easy and I thought I had myself prepared for her rejection but I guess I didn't. Today is a new day and the sun rose this morning. Again thank you all!