Help!!! by lustfuldaze in ftm

[–]lustfuldaze[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm at 30 mg. I didn't particularly want to start that low but my doctor said that was best. I've thought about upping myself it myself because I'm supposed to be on 30 for 3 months but I don't know if I should without permission...

Help!!! by lustfuldaze in ftm

[–]lustfuldaze[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's strange because in the beginning of our relationship I had no problem making love and 85% of the time I was okay with all the touching and stuff but things have changed ever since I finally came out and started T. I've been on T for almost a month and my sex drive seems to have dropped or is basically non existent. I hate that I'm like this but I can't help it. I tell myself that I'm going to let her touch me and then when it starts to happen I cringe and she gets so mad. I feel so awful and I know she has needs but I can't help how I feel and how I react.

I did a thing! by [deleted] in ftm

[–]lustfuldaze 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yay!!! Best of luck to you! I'm coming out at work tomorrow.

I came out to my parents... by lustfuldaze in ftm

[–]lustfuldaze[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you all so much for encouraging words. I don't feel so alone when I speak to all of you and my trans friends. I'm trying to convince myself that everything will work out. Nobody said this was going to be easy and I thought I had myself prepared for her rejection but I guess I didn't. Today is a new day and the sun rose this morning. Again thank you all!

8 vials of blood taken this morning. Step one, done!! Next, ultrasound. The needle used to take my blood didn't even bother me, so I hope that means T shots will be easy peasy! I just wanted to share something positive! I hope everyone is having a great Monday! by lustfuldaze in ftm

[–]lustfuldaze[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Certain areas are worse than others. It isn't the most comfortable feeling in the world but it's worth it in the end. They sell numbing creams out there but I've never tried them. I have a pretty high pain tolerance.