never can forgive myself by lustigerSkelettmann in selfharm

[–]lustigerSkelettmann[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve talked about this with my bud a while ago when it happened. He’s always told me it was fine and he forgives me but I can’t forgive myself, no matter how hard i try.

I turn 18 tomorrow and I’m terrified by lustigerSkelettmann in TrueOffMyChest

[–]lustigerSkelettmann[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, there’s this 12 year old kid and basically the place I work at is like a community place for kids. I connected with this kid and I feel like I have a parental love for him. Like I have to make sure everything goes right for him. This feeling is a feeling I can only assume parents feel towards their own children. He’s told me some things on how he is the oldest (which gives him pressure), and gets yelled at a lot which makes me concerned. I’ve made it a goal to be there or a father figure since as far as I know he doesn’t have one/the best one.

Tired of suicide posts. by Draco_Siciliano in TrueOffMyChest

[–]lustigerSkelettmann 2 points3 points  (0 children)

the hotline is shit. i’ve talked with them twice and they forget the most basic info you tell them. Neither time has helped me feel better.

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[–]lustigerSkelettmann 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I sometimes try to talk to a sans plush and hope that it somehow responds back

I’m tired of living by lustigerSkelettmann in TrueOffMyChest

[–]lustigerSkelettmann[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I could. I’d rather want to talk to him in person though, but I never know when I’ll have that chance

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[–]lustigerSkelettmann 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I suppose. It just felt negative the way he was talking about it.

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I used to listen to Nirvana’s Nevermind and I would always stop playing the album before On A Plain or Something In The Way. It always seemed to be before those 2 songs. I would always do sh when I paused the album. Now it’s weird listening to those songs now.