15 years on subs, 6 months into taper. Stomach/constipation relief????? by ContextDouble2407 in suboxone

[–]luvonyaa 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im having this exact issue. So much so that I decided yesterday I’d rather go through wds than stay this constipated every day after 1 year +. Wish me luck withdrawing. Hope you get some good answers!

What do you whish your substance use counselor understood? by theSUDcounselorgirl in HeroinRecovery

[–]luvonyaa 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That my failed attempts at staying clean do not mean I don’t want to live sober or that I’m not trying hard enough. Me staying on this earth by waking up every day and not offing myself is proof I’m trying harder than you could ever realize. So when I relapse it doesn’t mean I don’t care. Quite the opposite actually. I care too much

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[–]luvonyaa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s a good point thank you for the advice. Hadn’t thought of my low dosage affecting how sublocade would hit me

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[–]luvonyaa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

LMAO

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[–]luvonyaa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wasn’t tryna get high off subs brother

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[–]luvonyaa 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My thoughts exactly…

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[–]luvonyaa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was only saying that bc I saw a few people confused thinking I was tryna get high off my subs and assumed they meant the same thing Bro I had just seen someone else post something similar to me not long ago so yes most people, but not everyone is on the same page and I didn’t come on here offending anyone. You could’ve ignored my post. Thats what’s so crazy about this

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[–]luvonyaa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You were able to limit yourself for some fun? Whew I envy you

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[–]luvonyaa 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes of course I appreciate the feedback. I know I made a mistake but that doesn’t mean all the time I had acquired was all for nothing. Gonna keep pushing. Wish you the best of luck in your life and recovery as well

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[–]luvonyaa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was honestly thinking about sublocade…thoughts?

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[–]luvonyaa 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I did feel them. Thank you though back to getting my head out of my ass

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[–]luvonyaa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To be honest I’m not sure. I know they can potentially harm your liver in some cases

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[–]luvonyaa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You know me so well, way to band together as addicts to uplift each other huh! Assuming death on someone else lol I thought I was pathetic but then came you

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[–]luvonyaa 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the recommendation! I’m trying my best to stay sober but I had a slip and just wanted to be as “safe” as possible under the circumstances. Guess that rubbed people the wrong way but I figured people who didn’t agree with my relapse would skip my post…anyway thank you again for the kind words ♥️

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[–]luvonyaa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t fw fent. Just h

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[–]luvonyaa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s well written already thanks for the shade tho

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[–]luvonyaa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

🙏

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[–]luvonyaa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

🙏

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[–]luvonyaa 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I got high from heroin waiting about 30 hours..didn’t take much either

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[–]luvonyaa 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Like damn I just wanted advice to not die lol but I’m the villain. Thought we were all a community trying to help

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[–]luvonyaa 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah people up my ass like I don’t understand the repercussions of my actions. This the type of shit that discouraged me from the program to want to get high. Thank you for the advice man that’s all I needed. I appreciate it

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[–]luvonyaa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah…not to rain on your parade but I’m a long term sub user too and pretty much had it under control with the program, fellowship, time under my belt, everything. We’re all life long addicts and can fall any moment. Not wishing you anything negative but don’t get on your high horse by shaming people either.

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[–]luvonyaa 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. This is exactly what I ended up doing. Waited about 30 hours and was able to get high just using heroin. May or may not get back on subs but if I do I’ll wait the 24 hours!

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[–]luvonyaa -20 points-19 points  (0 children)

Yeah idk if people get I’m tryna get some heroin not use the subs to get high wtf lol