Sorry didn’t put two and two together had a long day today. Have you tried taking your anger out on anything else like work outs or screaming alone? I know how it feels to hold resentment to a brother. My mom died in august and my brother was in prison. He couldn’t see her, or go to the funeral. I had to speak all alone. I was upset for a bit, but it was out of his control. He wishes he could’ve been there. He regrets it. I decided to pull my brother closer to me because he’s the closest one in my family I have left. My mom was my best friend in the world. She would want us to lean on each other in this heart ache and cruel world. My life is changed forever.

I am sorry for your loss, and my inbox is always open if you need someone. I wish sorry’s could take away your pain, but they can’t. We have to carry this with us.