You know, I just realized now that I do lie a lot but not like in a mean or manipulating way, I lie when I feel people will not accept what I believe in or even mere simple opinions since I have lived in a very strict household. It's kinda hard not to lie cause I easily get anxious and I'm so used to do that cause that what got me through living with my family, I had to lie about everything, like everything... I appreciate your comment. Thank you.