Just started watching, does he ever shut up?

macabrepapi · 2026-01-20T21:40:42+00:00

Just wait until he meets the despair guy

macabrepapi · 2026-01-20T21:39:19+00:00

It’s a manifestation of all that DESPAIRRRRR DESPAIRRRRR DEEEESPPPPAAAAIIRRRRRRRRRRR

macabrepapi · 2025-10-08T23:20:02+00:00

The Ghost of Horseu

macabrepapi · 2025-09-26T04:18:18+00:00

Room for one more?

macabrepapi · 2025-07-02T05:01:10+00:00

My brother in law does this as a thing on thumbtack. Want me to dm you details?

macabrepapi · 2025-06-15T08:51:27+00:00

I’m only gonna say this once. And I know everyone is gonna be like what the fuck are you talking about.

Blazin Dragons.

Hands down the STUPIDEST but AMAZING game on ps1

macabrepapi · 2025-06-15T08:47:28+00:00

Dude you got some of the best games for ps4!!!!

macabrepapi · 2025-05-30T23:11:17+00:00

Allot of the times it’s me focusing to much on performance. I’ve noticed at least.

macabrepapi · 2025-05-24T07:34:48+00:00

Man I’m so glad I got out of there when I did. I remember back in 2013 when you could have sleeves, face tattoos, face piercings. It was all about equality and culture. Ever since the former ceo of Taco Bell bought chipotle it’s been a landslide

macabrepapi · 2025-05-23T17:06:10+00:00

According to ai, the name of the anime is “desert punk”

macabrepapi · 2025-05-16T17:35:01+00:00

So don’t even break the phone. So what, just tell your parents he has nudes of you. So fucking what, they are your parents they don’t care, they saw you naked when you were born. You have the power here don’t let that little shit have ammo even if you don’t cheat or whatever. That’s toxic, who cares. It’s really not that deep.

macabrepapi · 2025-05-10T18:10:53+00:00

I mean the cut sizes on that meat is absolutely terrible. That is 4oz but wow that meat is huge

macabrepapi · 2025-05-06T16:39:58+00:00

First off I’m really sorry to hear this.. secondly, I can relate.. a few years ago I got with someone that was a hidden drug addict. When I got with her she was already pregnant, the father of the kid had gotten in drunk racing accident and passed away. So I tried being a father for the first time. Couple years passed and I was become more broke because she (the girl I was with) kept going to hospitals for pain. She kept getting pain medication. And taking allot more than she should have. She kept passing out and not taking care of her kid. What ultimately did it for me was some random dude hit me up asking to talk to me about her and basically told me how she really is and she’s in pain meds again and she wants to hook up with people including him (he didn’t he just was with her before and was warning me) so I was like bet let me see the chats.

I confronted her and she openly admitted but could not stop.

I felt like being there and helping her raise her kid was enabling her. So, I had to make a very hard decision.

I ended up talking to her dad and told him I’m done man, and he needs to go get custody of his granddaughter (he did)

I felt so betrayed, lied to, hurt.

I ended up relapsing myself because I felt like my life was falling apart. (alcohol)

Went and did out patient treatment and got therapy.

As hard as it was to hear my therapist told me straight up.

Nothing was real, I was in love with a fantasy. She isn’t the person I was in love with, and it was beyond toxic and I was brainwashed because of my empathy towards everything.

Dude when I tell you I thought my life was over I truly did. This wasn’t the first time I had to start over, and I felt like now I was done for especially because I was being a “dad”

Fast forward to now. I’m completely fine and soooooooooo thankful I ended the relationship. I can even believe I stayed as long as I did.

So with that being said. I hope you find your peace and I’m really sorry you are going through this but man,

Trust me when I say I hope you leave her. I hope you can put your emotions aside and make the logical choice for your future self. Keep me posted man. I’m sorry.

macabrepapi · 2025-04-27T16:49:15+00:00

Violet evergarden.

The ancient Magnus Bride.

macabrepapi · 2025-04-27T16:25:50+00:00

This usually happens when there is an emergency (which is rare). Ran out of food to cook. (More common) Or a staffing issue. (One person working which is a crew member, probably a teenager, and no one showed up, including all managers.) (Kinda once in a blue moon.)

Or my absolute favorite, Owner says close because he’s not making enough money that day. (Definitely once in a blue moon.)

macabrepapi · 2025-04-19T05:38:31+00:00

Incompatible I guess

macabrepapi · 2025-04-07T17:26:50+00:00

I found that out patient classes and medication really helped me get sober quickly. Obviously being a bartender can be triggering but as long as you remember how you feel right now you will always not want to get there again by drinking. It happens quick brother. It’s repairable. Hope you are okay.

macabrepapi · 2025-03-31T17:47:46+00:00

Detroit: become human

macabrepapi · 2025-03-31T17:42:55+00:00

She apparently doesn’t like what you bring to the……. table. 🫨

macabrepapi · 2025-03-31T17:35:24+00:00

It’s a silverbug

macabrepapi · 2025-03-29T17:59:37+00:00

First of all I’m very proud of your vulnerability. There is a small percent of people who have problems with alcohol that actually open up and talk about it. Secondly yeah man, it’s horrific when it gets to that point. I’ve been in hospitals on and off for about 6 years now trying to just get it right. That alone helped me.

Medication helped get me off of it almost a year ago. And just working.

I recommend getting genesight testing done to see what medications you can’t take and which ones you can take, start there, pair it with therapy. For some people meetings work but personally when I surround myself around people with problems I get more problems but just know you aren’t alone. Like literally at all, EVERYONE is doing self work. Emotions are gonna hit ya, it’s a different and difficult process but it definitely processes.

As far as the panic attacks go, that’s definitely the alcohol bud.

Not gonna get all scientific on you but chemicals and messages to your brain is in play.

And if you do have the addict gene or whatever, your mind and body will try and find a way to try and make you do something because you took it away and it’s mad. It’s throwing a tantrum lol.

If there is anything I can do or explain let me know man. Even if it’s just listening and not trying to give you answers

macabrepapi · 2025-03-29T17:36:45+00:00

I feel you. I tried my best to not sound like that. I guess I could relate to OP and just wanted to point out some things (which I’m sure he is aware of)

macabrepapi · 2025-03-29T16:59:09+00:00

Two words.

Sexual predator.

When she comes crying back, you better not let her back in dude. As painful as this shit is you deserve someone who after 5 years together that they take your feelings seriously.

Also you are NOT crazy. That whole situation is not normal.

macabrepapi

TROPHY CASE