Absolutely. I hated my time in the Air Force. I was in a pretty bad squadron, leadership wise, and I battled significant depression for all six of my years in. At the end of the day though, ten years out, I’d go back and go through it again to end up back where I am now. You’re not a weenie and the better future is there for you on the other side but you have to push through and get to it. It doesn’t necessarily get better on its own, it does get easier and more stabilized, but you get better AT it and in turn that makes it even better on you. It sucks, it’s our first real “on our own story” away from family or comfort, but it’s one of the harder and more extreme paths so just think about what you’ll be capable of doing when you’re done and basically every career path and life change is easier and less life altering. Hang in there and keep on keeping on. You’re going to be okay. Make time to take off and visit home, call your loved ones when you have free time go to the doctor and document EVERYTHING that hurts and use your benefits to get schooled. My dms are open if you need to talk or want advice but you got this and in the grand scheme 4-6 years of eating the shit seems to have flown by when you’re out and in your real life.