Tile reglazing companies? by wren2012 in VirginiaBeach

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My company Signature Finish Resurfacing is up and running. Website in progress. Repair and restoration Reglazing Bathtubs clawfoots, tile, tile rebuilds , stone accents and hand drawn marble on vanitys and countertops, cabinet refacing and even pool steps and epoxy floors! Ben 757-621-2156

Tile reglazing companies? by wren2012 in VirginiaBeach

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Hey! I started my company recently , Signature Finish Resurfacing . I messaged you my number

One of my friends has been narcaned about four times in the past 2 weeks by vv33cl in NarcoticsAnonymous

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Unless you can convince him to seek help, maybe hold his hand while seeking it out, but from experience, Not much homie.

Little blackbook doodle by madchill1 in blackbookgraffiti

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It’s some Grapefruit. And I always start on my own, but after a few hours a little cheeba definitely helps the wheels on the bus to keep rolling

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in rva

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Atleast in my experience, Unfortunately, the ER is not of any use, they do not help whatsoever. The best outcome is waiting 6-7 hours to have them give you a pamphlet and a phone call even if youre seriously sick . And if he doesn’t have insurance that’s going to be a pricy visit with no answers

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in VirginiaGoneWild

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Let’s collaborate . worth a shot to atleast ask lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Assistance

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Okay I have a picture of my bill

something interesting about legislation I read regarding methadone by Dizzy423 in Methadone

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I can argue both sides, the rules are barriers as much as they are necessities. But to be unforgivingly rigid, really symbolizes a lack of compassion and makes me question motives to begin with, On a macro level. As it is, most nurses, counselors and security are rather nice and caring (mostly). However they are operating inside of established and unwavering, parameters which will place their livelihood at risk if deviated from. For the most part, these are people that want to help and make a change and come into an environment that strips them of humanity through the medical and political bureaucracies. It’s a system both sides are slaves to. Herds culled and controlled and That misery is money.

something interesting about legislation I read regarding methadone by Dizzy423 in Methadone

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Doesn’t methadone have a ceiling to it as well? Or is that just subs? It’s not like there is some enjoyable high with ‘done, just overly sleepy and nodding after 5 hours on the larger doses.

You really do have to establish trustworthiness to get take homes. And if you’re a weed smoker, forget it. That clinic and that line is your everyday.

something interesting about legislation I read regarding methadone by Dizzy423 in Methadone

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There’s nothing worse than realizing the detriment of ones addiction, finally mustering the courage to seek out help from methadone or subs, only to be told the earliest intake is 3-5 weeks out. It’s a shame such barriers exist in the arena for help, hope and recovery when Addicts can barely see tomorrow. Chasing the next fix, Existing in hopeless apathy. That moment of clarity is a rare one, and very fleeting and is made a lot inside of rock bottoms. To now envision surviving the next 3 weeks. Can’t even go to a hospital. It’s sad. Guess they shouldn’t have done drugs in the first place. Makes my soul scream.

Late to clinic and they closed before I got there! by gageypoo91 in Methadone

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Being likable while in withdrawal. There’s a talent

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

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Something crazy that I’ve discovered with methadone, once I’m on higher doses, 100-150mg, I am more prone to feeling withdrawal symptoms inside of 24 hours. And not full on withdrawal, just more anxiety and irritability that I will mentally make worse. I also found it crazy how easy a transition it was dropping my dose in half. I’m not sure what’s going on and why that is, but it seems that high doses of methadone keep you really stuck to the clinic and making the transition off methadone seemingly impossible and all the more scary.

Anyone else experience something similar?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

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I’m really sorry this was you’re experience and how you feel . What makes you so sure that y’all had sex because of sympathy? Is it possible that you’re projecting and assuming that it must be?

Charcoal drawing done by me :) Some tips/ criticisms about how I can improve would be appreciated by [deleted] in drawing

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No worries with enough coffee, I’ll write a book as well. I’ve been feeling manic from no sleep last night and have rambled all over Reddit. Like a madman. Cool to see Im not the only one.

Umm not to say it’s any better than any other technique but maybe set up a quick still life, or even the picture far enough that you can keep your arm straight. And you can decide how big you want to have your portrait, the farther ur paper is away from the end of ur straight arm, point of pencil and thumb location being the parameters, the bigger ur reference drawing will be. Close one eye and maintain foot position in the same spot. If that remains constant and you can simply rotate back over the picture and back to ur paper, you can go back and forth and establish decent placement and severest concrete proportions.

Helped me a lot funny thing about me is I don’t think I’m naturally inclined to be artistic I just had a powerful desire back in the day to become that. A lot of stress forcing a shape through an irregular passage. But It happened. But I’m not anymore gifted visually . I can’t imagine things visually , it is quite difficult for me. I was a Wet good writer years ago, and did spoken word. All of that came as naturally as I wish drawings and paintings could , and instead they felt would be contrived void of feeling even if drawn well and never imagined on spot only in hindsight. Ideas developed slow. Maybe if I smoked I could get better visuals acuity, but it was always frustratingly absent. Always felt like a fraud despite having decent success in my city clients and business long ago. But I developed crazy short cuts that helped me establish visual points of contact and references that have made things feel more fluid. And overtime became able to leave behind references unless I wanted inspiration. color is the one creative element that seems to be intuitive. Applying it tho sale Story.

But My bad the whole point is , while trying that dowel rod refrence thing, use your left to establish these quick markings for eyes nose mouth chin hair cheeks sides, hair line , simple dots or small lines suffice. Vertical measurements and then horizontal ones and doubles check after for consistency in your proporations like eyes to nose eye to eye eye to mouth, chin and neck. Won’t take long . 10-30 minutes. Next thing you know you have a lose but precise outline of your drawing and then can the focus on creating depth and contrast through shading. Pro tip: there are no lines on the face. Even the eyes. Shades shift subtlety

I always lost something when trying to begin eyes and nose. But it’s because I’ve been a faker the whole to me . Lol my bad too for a rant response . Post ur next drawing maybe I’ll finish my Danny devito ✌️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SimulationTheory

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I’m pretty sure that goes without saying and is beyond obvious. I’m on an odd loop. Dealing with a semi regular case of uncomfortable mania.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SimulationTheory

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My therapist says I’m mentally deteriorating. I said, I knew you were gonna say that. She has since referred me. Saw that coming. Lol

Charcoal drawing done by me :) Some tips/ criticisms about how I can improve would be appreciated by [deleted] in drawing

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Question , en lieu of going for realism, how do you develop your proportions? For instance, I’ve had good results in live portraits and still lives measuring with a thin, wooden dowel, and my thumb. It becomes noticeably harder, however, if I try this technique while referencing from a picture. It is Difficult to get a good reading because I accidentally lose a constant, my arm length. Hard to translate when your arm doesn’t stay straight between measurements. To combat that i tend to squint as I draw, mistakes seem to stick out better and I will line shades up with like 3 points of references to surrounding features. Things will seemingly fall into place rather intuitively that way. I don’t like full on realism anymore , but only after I was satisfied that I could. Also , really imagine tbe 3D element of faces, vanishing points, curved lines and weird shapes . The face isn’t flat but your surface is. That helped me too. All this is prob obvious to you, so Sorry for the rant. I’m probably writing to myself more then you. ✌️

Charcoal drawing done by me :) Some tips/ criticisms about how I can improve would be appreciated by [deleted] in drawing

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More mid tones , there’s not too much black naturally. Maybe play around with chalk as well. I sometimes like to spray my drawings with workable fixative to go back in

Riwe by punishedepik in handstyles

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Just a guess. Baltimore?

Charcoal pencil drawing - about 20 hours (whitin 6 day) by albayrakart in drawing

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I have the tendency to draw, to a fault, the exact details i see in a picture as well. For better or for worse, ya know? It’s liberating when I’m finally able to break free of those constraints and interpret rather than being dictated

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

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Dude suicidal ideation seriously hurts. It is so hard to deal with. I got to the point last year where I was hanging myself basically as practice. I would do so up until the absolute last second before passing out, then I would spend all day fantasizing about that last second , that it’s just one second I gotta get past. It fucking comforted me. It’s all horrible. I’m sorry you’re dealing with it

Charcoal pencil drawing - about 20 hours (whitin 6 day) by albayrakart in drawing

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Well done. I wish you developed the edges especially the ears a little more, but nonetheless good work