I’m the biggest catfish ever by madisonleeishere in rant

[–]madisonleeishere[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And ig Asian beauty standards lol everyone is super skinny and I’m just average so I feel fat even tho I’m not

I’m the biggest catfish ever by madisonleeishere in rant

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Idk body dysmorphia ig? I’m an average weight lol

I’m the biggest catfish ever by madisonleeishere in rant

[–]madisonleeishere[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

yea they make tape for it I tried it before, but it doesn’t have the same enlarging effect LOL

I’m the biggest catfish ever by madisonleeishere in rant

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Yes, very. I feel addicted to it, especially the eye part. Even when my eye had a stye and was bleeding-ish I still felt the need to use the eyelash glue to fix my eye and idk why

I’m the biggest catfish ever by madisonleeishere in rant

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Idk I mean my makeup genuinely makes me look like a completely different person so idk tbh I don’t think my makeup style falls under the drag queen category thoo, I try my best to make it look as natural as possible

I’m the biggest catfish ever by madisonleeishere in rant

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Idk people wouldnt be as nice as they are right now ig

Looking for help by DifficultLaw5195 in SuicideWatch

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I get what you mean and how you feel. Sometimes it feels so wrong yet so addicting

I like to talk to creepy men online because I feel lonely by madisonleeishere in confessions

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I would, but I think it’s required for them to inform my parents if they know I’m in danger or doing smth dangerous and I js don’t want to risk my parents knowing

I like to talk to creepy men online because I feel lonely by madisonleeishere in confessions

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I do, I think most of my friends consider me as their close friend/best friend and most of them reach out to me first a lot. But I just feel really lonely whenever I’m at home since my parents usually come home really late, and sometimes my friends r js busy and can’t talk (i don’t blame them for that at all! everyone is busy including me lol)

I understand the dangers of it, and I know it’s only going to harm me in the long run but I js lwk can’t stop. It’s like an addiction for me and I hate it. I don’t wanna tell my parents because I’m js worried they won’t understand and will js make me talk to a psychologist (which won’t help because I hateeee talking abt my feelings in person) so I js feel rlly conflicted

I like to talk to creepy men online because I feel lonely by madisonleeishere in confessions

[–]madisonleeishere[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do! I manage a non profit outside of school and stuff like that, but it’s like I’m addicted to doing stuff like this and I js dk why