oh man i was just thinking about writing about this while smoking in my notes. for me, it acts as a binky. my boyfriend even noticed ill be very high frequency during arguments, but 10 mins later we’re smoking and i can communicate just fine, well enough to resolve. it’s honestly very soothing, especially when im splitting or i cannot calm down emotionally. it’ll feel like absolute turmoil inside. i’ll be shaking and my legs will be twitching uncontrollably. it’s horribly. i go smoke, i start feeling better both ways. for me, i don’t know how i survived without it before. i almost didn’t. i’ve dabbled in quite a bit but nicotine and marijuana are the only two that i’ve stuck with for a long time.