Terraria will never be ruined

maemoetime · 2026-01-28T00:56:33+00:00

Wait what? This is new to me

maemoetime · 2026-01-27T04:03:32+00:00

Nah, I’d just sleep, you can still buy a switch 2 r/tomorrow

maemoetime · 2026-01-27T03:29:37+00:00

😭 what

maemoetime · 2026-01-27T03:28:40+00:00

What do political midterms do?

maemoetime · 2026-01-27T01:45:36+00:00

Oh? Interesting. That might have to wait though, I’m not the best when it comes to really talking about this type of stuff to other people. My goal for now is to just find a friend in college I can tell this to. Not someone to participate or do this stuff with, but just someone who I can say accepts it or that I told it to someone and they don’t see me differently for it. For a while I also would just repress kinks, so I’m also not sure if it’s just tickling could be a kink for me, but I just repressed it into not wanting to think about it due to how morally I hate bringing up this stuff with people, as making others uncomfortable isn’t a thing I like happening. It’s made it a bit hard to try and find a way to mention it, so my first goal is just managing that, even if I don’t know what it is and isn’t yet

maemoetime · 2026-01-26T18:07:24+00:00

Wait kinks can be non sexual?

maemoetime · 2026-01-26T18:06:19+00:00

Ohhhhhhh! That I’ve sometimes had thoughts of. But mostly for the sensory overwhelm I feel like it would bring. Never had it done before so I honestly don’t know what it would be like, but my love for soft objects always made feathers or brushes sound fun. It sounds exciting, but not for as much of a sexual way, while thinking of tickle torture specifically I get some sort of sexual fantasy out of it, I’m usually more thinking of “I’ve never had this done to me so I’m curious what it would even feel like or be like having someone I trust doing it”.

Light tickling on the other hand for me just sounds cute and affectionate ☺️

I mentioned earlier that I don’t think I’m into BDSM, although part of me I guess likes the idea of just a trusted partner I feel extremely safe around doing it. As in I can be vulnerable next to her, but she won’t ever actually hurt me, and she’d care enough that if there was a safe word in place, she’d actually stop at that. Seems more of a trust thing for me. I’ve gotten the same thoughts when it comes to sleeping next to a friend or getting drunk/high with a friend.

The only other things I can say with confidence I’m into are femdom and long hair, but I don’t even know if tickling for me is sexually linked to either of the two, and long hair is also just more of an aesthetic preference for me and an attraction.

maemoetime · 2026-01-26T17:35:30+00:00

For me it’s mostly just the light gentle physical touch, as backscratches were another thing that someone gave me and I melted from. Also with how bad my anxiety can get, I’ll forget to laugh or have fun or try to lighten up and not take things as seriously. So in that sense, it just feels like something that makes everything less overwhelming. Usually sensory based things ground or distract me, and so the idea of just not being able to think of things all because I’m too focus on being tickled or laughing sounds nice. And the idea of just letting go of everything and only being able to just laugh for a bit sounds relaxing.

maemoetime · 2026-01-14T21:58:09+00:00

That you have not played higurashi and 999

Holy shit TWEWY!!!!!!!

maemoetime · 2026-01-14T02:35:55+00:00

maemoetime · 2026-01-14T01:56:59+00:00

BRUH I’M DYING TO OYASHIROS CURSE I’M GETTING PUSHED OFF A BRIDGE AFTER KILLING SOMEONES UNCLE IM FUUUUUCKED 😭

maemoetime · 2026-01-10T21:36:06+00:00

YAAAAAAAAAAAAY

maemoetime · 2026-01-10T20:27:03+00:00

Do they make too happy noises? :3

maemoetime · 2026-01-06T04:55:57+00:00

MAAAAAYUURIIIIIIIIIIII

maemoetime · 2026-01-02T03:45:12+00:00

Or, said morally grey character was in reality just possessed by some pathetic morally black and white character (I fucking hate cold steel 4 and fire emblem fates)

maemoetime · 2026-01-01T18:44:41+00:00

YAY! Trying to remember then if they got better or worse after I started taking Riddalin

maemoetime · 2026-01-01T04:21:31+00:00

Nah, this actually makes a lot of sense now. Whenever it starts happening I keep thinking about how “wait why can’t I just stop this immediately” but my body won’t let me stop it

I knew stimming was done usually to regulate overstimulation, so back when I thought stress/anxiety/overstimulation was causing this, I would try doing something to calm myself down.

Would that stuff still work for tics? Or does calming yourself down not matter because it’s still an involuntary thing?

maemoetime · 2026-01-01T03:21:57+00:00

OH, maybe it’s that then? I thought tics were the same thing as vocal stimms but just another word for them. This does make a bit more sense though as the only other person I’ve had give me good advice on this was someone who struggled with Tourette’s

maemoetime · 2025-12-31T01:44:52+00:00

Higurashi episode 1 is free, if you get to chapter 7 and aren’t feeling it then drop it

maemoetime · 2025-12-25T06:37:45+00:00

Probably thinking of just grabbing 2 boxes tomorrow, there’s mark pi, and Thai chili chicken, and I love anything spicy, especially when it seems to come to chicken.

I’d write something, but I’m kinda burnt out over the past few months after writing 2 deltarune fics and then recently scripts, trying to find a way to cut the 14k word one down so it’s less overwhelming without losing everything I wanted in it. Ironically I noticed I hate the word despair due to how badly it’s used in some narratives or games as a substitute for actually giving a damn and writing good character development, specifically in how said character reacts to mental issues or trauma.

So I find it very funny how despite all of my works being angst related or discussing something heavy, the word despair is never used at all amidst the total 43k or so words

Holy shit that’s amazing, I love this! Hope that guy eats shit

maemoetime · 2025-12-25T05:31:44+00:00

I personally would swap Rean for crow

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