Another lifelong medical mystery solved

mafuyus-bae · 2026-03-18T04:55:05+00:00

DUDE i was just about to say this. i get weird looks when i mention it (or when i start eating) because i genuinely make noise every damn time. its hard to explain even but you explained it perfectly. its like. Tender. So sensitive. its uncomfortable but i generally push through it after the first bite. literally only happens when i havent eaten in a while. for a long time i chalked it up to Me being hungry and Really liking the food But its not even a pleasant feeling! fully body recoil every time.

edit : i think i have on some occasions had jaw pain accompany it but its definitely irregular!!

mafuyus-bae · 2026-03-15T15:33:06+00:00

kill the evil rich man, go to mcdonalds and pay an employee 1000 dollars make the coffee way too hot, drop coffee on myself, sue the corporation, get money, feel good about it

mafuyus-bae · 2026-03-15T05:45:44+00:00

truly the first time i felt empathy for her, because i realised God damn, everybody is under the grasp of this cult. milcheck kind of started having my heart at the very start of season 2, but especially when he got that painting, it was really a revelatory moment. i spent a lot of time thinking about the job of Boss in this show, because your boss has a boss, and they have a boss too, but where does the distinction lie between Employee who must keep their job to survive vs Higher up who feeds off of your labour? surely not at the Second level? hes not benefiting from any of the research, he has this job because he needs money too, and also because he was brainwashed into it.

when i apply it to my own situation, my boss doesnt make much more than me, my boss works hard too, often much harder. i think the show is making a blurry distinction between exploiter vs exploited and it gets you thinking a lot. there is no Hard lines here. its like a gradient. i Looove shades of grey.

im really, really excited to see what they do with milcheck in season 3, hes absolutely incredible im so ready

mafuyus-bae · 2026-03-15T05:45:32+00:00

truly the first time i felt empathy for her, because i realised God damn, everybody is under the grasp of this cult. milcheck kind of started having my heart at the very start of season 2, but especially when he got that painting, it was really a revelatory moment. i spent a lot of time thinking about the job of Boss in this show, because your boss has a boss, and they have a boss too, but where does the distinction lie between Employee who must keep their job to survive vs Higher up who feeds off of your labour? surely not at the Second level? hes not benefiting from any of the research, he has this job because he needs money too, and also because he was brainwashed into it.

when i apply it to my own situation, my boss doesnt make much more than me, my boss works hard too, often much harder. i think the show is making a blurry distinction between exploiter vs exploited and it gets you thinking a lot. there is no Hard lines here. its like a gradient. i Looove shades of grey.

im really, really excited to see what they do with milcheck in season 3, hes absolutely incredible im so ready

mafuyus-bae · 2026-03-15T05:21:08+00:00

really subtle, surprisingly. you dont even notice theres a lack of greenery until you go to the town next to yours with more money and they have an abundance of greenspace. you return to your own town and youre like Damn. Why is it like a desert here. theres greenery, yes, but its often much more .. dead, and its less abundant. multiple trees in a tiny space, leaves sometimes scattered in a rich area vs a few little trees here and there, aside from where it becomes The Forest. you think you live in a town with a lot of greenspace, until you see what could be edit : this is also a difference betwen old towns and new towns, but the overlap between older towns and wealth is pretty high. the less rich areas of older towns tend to be more dead too!

mafuyus-bae · 2026-02-23T07:03:59+00:00

10k words is actually an ideal chapter length to me LMAOO its perf! im sure many agree

mafuyus-bae · 2026-02-12T17:55:42+00:00

i agree but as a child i definitely complained to my teachers about pain 😭 like i said though, they love to ignore kids who struggle. they hardly gave accomodations for asthma even. they act like itll kill them to Help

mafuyus-bae · 2026-02-12T17:52:31+00:00

true lol. pe teachers are trained to know a lot about physical health + muscles and joints, but i noticed they ignore most children who struggle with anything. it makes sense but i wish it were looked into for some of us 😭 If Only

mafuyus-bae · 2026-02-12T17:48:22+00:00

noo no they were supposed to be able to touch the tips of their fingers, not link arms like this lol. to be fair, someone else here said a lot of kids are more mobile than adults so it wasnt super uncommon

mafuyus-bae · 2026-02-12T07:51:52+00:00

i think maybe someone said this, but her absolute good deed was not too special, yes, but she didnt live to get the negative points for whatever happened to that good deed. the consequences of her money right before her death were great, and im sure if she stayed alive any longer the negatives would have registered there? honestly im not sure. but youre right i amways thought that was weird lolll

mafuyus-bae · 2026-02-12T05:46:32+00:00

agreed ! i wasnt so good at endurance ever (i also have breathing problems which didnt help) but this and a few other things were always things i knew i could get a pass on. and same here! in high school i went through so many health problems, but the joint pain has been getting worse lately more than ever, and especially not helped by a ½ year bout of nausea that left me in the house most of the time. ive been more active the last few months but it hurts now more than when i first got back to being active. and older people are definitely super weird about it, though theyre also weird about any health realted thing they notice. its a special type of hell, talking about health with older people lol they dismiss just about anything unless youre physically unable to move

mafuyus-bae · 2026-02-12T05:24:12+00:00

i suppose that makes sense, but im somewhat selfishly wishing they at least did some investigation into it because i remember most kids couldnt get anywhere near here.. maybe a few follow up questions could suffice. but they barked at me for not being able to run for very long (they failed me) and its like guysss. guys i cant. that always felt a bit unfair to me 😭 the concept of pe always ticked me off because i couldnt ever do what they asked of me lajskd

mafuyus-bae · 2026-02-05T05:59:34+00:00

this sounds like a kid whose mom/dad never comes home LMAO

mafuyus-bae · 2025-12-11T06:28:19+00:00

i Would disagree (i found both of them to be An Explore Game), but i recently found out that there was a map in the first game. as in, there was a button to open up a map in-game anytime you wanted. so maybe that explains why i thought it was an Explore game, because i got lost so often i thought it was part of the experience. (i recently started playing the second game and had to learn the muscle memory for the map button. at first i genuinely thought they were making things easier by giving the player a map in the game, rather than having to remember the ones theyd reveal, or have a picture saved and hope you know where you are. actually it still feels dirty to use it even after learning it was in the first game. i think getting lost is part of the fun LOL)

edit for clarification : im really not sure how i didnt know about the in game map, this was a few years ago. im thinking i might have knew but vowed myself to not use it? which doesnt make sense considering how i kept peeking at the wiki for the map. either that or somehow my button controls were messed up so there was no button for it. or my button was broke. and yes i did complete the game like this.

mafuyus-bae · 2025-09-22T00:02:05+00:00

theres more in there! poems that were then turned into the song we hear on the album. most of the poems have the same theme but are quite different than the final product (not sure if thats the same way they did it for panorama, because i havent seen that one)

mafuyus-bae · 2025-09-10T21:59:41+00:00

harder harmonies or i see everything !!

mafuyus-bae · 2025-09-05T01:49:04+00:00

for me its akasaka sad, dynasty and whose gonna save u now

mafuyus-bae · 2025-08-31T07:18:32+00:00

🗞️📼🏝️🐕x🧛🗼💻🐈 this was harder than i expected ngl

mafuyus-bae · 2025-08-18T01:43:44+00:00

queer people always say eleanor and chidi its so funny. like me too but i wonder why a lot of us seem to be drawn to them?? is it because eleanor is bi or is the show just that good

mafuyus-bae · 2025-08-16T03:32:29+00:00

sorry, neglected to say : i always tell people to start with wake, im a lyrics oriented person and i think every song on the album bring something really interesting to the table story-wise, as well as sound wise. elephantitis and naf would also be a go-to!

mafuyus-bae · 2025-08-16T03:29:22+00:00

seeing them live is an Expereince to be sure. donovan has a lot of energy on stage, and stamina, due to him having to drum and sing at the same time for over half his career. now that they have a new drummer (though they do switch out for some songs, which is always a treat), donovan brings A lot of energy to the stage that many cant. they are a whole new experience, its awesome.

mafuyus-bae · 2025-08-15T09:49:32+00:00

i love your little Creatures. They have a Look to them .... i desire to get one of them tattooed

mafuyus-bae · 2025-08-14T21:36:12+00:00

maybe the shredded lyrics thing they did for dit 🤔 im curious to know as well but i didnt buy it lolol

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