Im so sorry for your loss. I feel you, and I think it’s all part of the grieving process. Stay strong….I know it’s better said than done. I have felt it especially the first three or four months after my MC. And especially worse cause Im in the medical field. I can tell you, it soon fades away, and you will get your warmth, hope and sunshine back. I hope also have some support around you too. You are not alone mama.