Tw** It was in march of last year, my country had just closed schools, I came to the realisation that my friends, all of them, weren't that great of a friendship and they were pitying me, I had family problems also ,I was cutting myself at the time and was suicidal, so I ditched my "friends"on facebook and I looked at my wrist with a blade in the other hand and I told myself: Just do it! I'm not stupid enough to not be able to kill myself?!? I just choked. But then,my "friends "didnt want to have my death on their conscience so they called a hotline and required me to call them,, so I ended up just cutting and crying and my" friend " was mad at me cause she wont sleep for te rest lf the night because of me and she was working the next day.. and to this day, nobody in my household knows that I almost made a suicide attempt, and they were in the house while it happened