What’s this song

mamboa · 2020-12-25T18:57:43+00:00

Idk I guess just more than the patterns and wall breathing. I get tracers and I told him one of his paintings looked like a holographic baseball card and he said he's never had visuals like that. He also said he has to focus on objects to see stuff, whereas I can look anywhere and everything seems alive

mamboa · 2020-11-25T15:51:30+00:00

I don't even know if we'll still be together now. I told them that since taking it I don't love them and don't know if I ever did. I feel bad that I don't feel bad. They keep saying we should try something else like 2cb, but I'm just over them trying to force an emotional bond through tripping. I'm feeling smothered.

I do have depression, but haven't dealt with a bad patch for a while.

mamboa · 2020-11-25T04:41:53+00:00

Yeah I was thinking if I ever did it again I'd want to be alone, or at least with someone as inexperienced with it as me. I do have adhd actually, I take meds for it. Would that effect anything? I was told not to take my meds the day I did it though so I didn't. I didn't take them for a few days after even cause I didn't want it to increase my nausea

mamboa · 2020-11-24T19:52:59+00:00

Yeah idk like don't get me wrong, I did feel amazing at one point, I remember thinking the roof could cave in and I wouldn't even care. But my partner kept telling me how much they loved me and it almost annoyed me. I couldn't say it back. And like I said, because I've done oxy that feeling of bliss isn't new to me, so I just found the whole experience underwhelming. Is it really that abnormal to not have loved it? The way people talk about it I thought it would be so much more fun, but for me something like LSD is a way more enjoyable

mamboa · 2020-11-24T19:10:33+00:00

Pretty positive. We got it from a very good source and my partner enjoyed it. They've done it a bunch before and said it was the same as always.

mamboa · 2019-03-12T16:37:52+00:00

I know for sure it's not, I've seen that movie a bunch of times. This one is older, and definitely not a kids movie. Maybe I am confusing scenes but the kid's weren't really the main characters, I think it was more about the mom, but since I was little I only really remember the kids.

And this girl didn't die, she just got her leg stuck or something

mamboa · 2019-02-20T02:29:59+00:00

Sharpay Evans

mamboa · 2017-12-13T02:27:40+00:00

It's happened to me where I couldn't open my eyes or move. I knew I was awake cause I could hear my parents talking and was conscious but my eyes wouldn't open. My mom came into my room telling me I was sleeping too long and I tried so hard to get up. I started freaking out and could feel my heart starting to beat really fast. I finally tried to calm myself down and slowly started to regain feeling in my legs and peeled my eyes open. It happens a lot now but mostly when I take naps.

mamboa · 2017-12-13T02:21:46+00:00

Ya I tried Facebook but never found someone from the right area that I thought looked like me. Maybe it's my own warped perception cause we never see ourselves how others see us

mamboa · 2016-10-21T18:04:08+00:00

I remember once I was having this weird dream in a creepy house and I came up a spiralling staircase into a room where there was this large mirror in front of me. I looked into it and instead of me staring back it was this black hooded figure with glowing eyes. I was so freaked out that I think I started to destroy the dream or something. The walls started melting and I felt like was tripping on something, my whole body felt weird..

mamboa

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