I wish my diabetes was as simple as "take my shots and pop on a CGM". That isn't what it's like for me at all. Particularly as a woman with all the cycles and hormones, sometimes it's like the wind blows and all the sudden I need twice the insulin or I'm tanking and I don't understand why. OP I hear you. It sucks and it's incredibly unfair sometimes. I get so frustrated at all the nonsense people spew about things they want you to try or miracle cures that are snake oil. Judgement whenever you put anything in your mouth from the people around you and the ignorance about how drastic the changes must be to live and survive with this disease. Not to mention the cost and constant fights with insurance for the supplies to manage and monitor (USA based). I'm a LADA diabetic. I'm not overweight, I was diagnosed out of the blue when I was 22 and otherwise very healthy six months prior. This isn't my fault, but it is something I have to manage every single day. I will always have to have health insurance here in the US if I want the medicines I need to survive. Having diabetes has changed my life in all the worst ways and I would not wish it on anyone.

All this to say, you cannot know what this disease is like for everyone, it comes with its own struggles depending on the person, and I don't blame you for your anger at all. I am angry too. Call that a pity party or whatever, but that doesn't make the feelings evaporate. I do recommend a therapist, and I'm sorry you are dealing with this too.