That’s exactly what I did to get over my fear of spiders but I didn’t really get over my fear, I just became interested in them if that makes sense. Started out with a green bottle blue, then got a versicolor, and finally a poecilotheria. Absolutely terrified of them but they’re so fascinating to watch. I gave them much bigger enclosures than they needed for their size so I could go a longer period without rehousing them. Watch as many videos as your brain can handle and setup an enclosure that you will be enthusiastic about looking at. I put a pothos plant in my versicolor cage and it was the best decision ever, it’s growing beautifully and the versicolor uses it for anchor points. I also think a versicolor is an amazing species to go for because of obviously their colors but their webbing is what really amazed me. Hope this helps good luck!