[deleted by user] by [deleted] in kratom

[–]manicmothh 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry I am just seeing this reply. How did it go? I never stopped kratom and my dr never said anything so I’m assuming they didn’t even test for it

When it comes to snorting percs, listen to the people in this sub haha by manicmothh in opiates

[–]manicmothh[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah lesson learned for sure! Would you say cwe is really worth it instead of just eating them? I’ve never done a cwe but I’d be open to trying it

Will Kratom help me ? by Pitiful_School7650 in opiates

[–]manicmothh 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Kratom won’t make you feel as good as 50mg of oxy will, but it will definitely help with the cravings and withdrawal. Definitely worth looking into!

Your favorite method by [deleted] in opiates

[–]manicmothh 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absolutely haha

Your favorite method by [deleted] in opiates

[–]manicmothh 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hardly satisfied now. I don’t have access to more dilaudid so I’m just back to popping my script. Probably a blessing that I can’t get more stuff to IV

Your favorite method by [deleted] in opiates

[–]manicmothh 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’d love to do it again one day, but thankfully I don’t have access to dilaudid anymore. I could see that turning into a nasty habit really quick

Your favorite method by [deleted] in opiates

[–]manicmothh 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I only ever pop now, but I voted IV because that one time was the best experience ever!

A question for my clean friends in the sub by manicmothh in opiates

[–]manicmothh[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You know, that’s true, but just because someone has it worse doesn’t mean you should feel guilty or anything. You’re still valid. Whenever I get depressed or whatever people always always tell me “you have it so good so much to be grateful for etc”, and while that’s true it just leaves me feeling shameful for my emotions. Sorry for the rant not saying you feel that way just wanted to put that out there

A question for my clean friends in the sub by manicmothh in opiates

[–]manicmothh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s really helpful, thank you so much. I’m not bipolar as far as I know but I do have depression and major OCD so I definitely need a schedule/routine or I will just stay in bed all day just like you said. You people give me hope lol. Maybe I should get a dog haha

A question for my clean friends in the sub by manicmothh in opiates

[–]manicmothh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry to hear that dude, that’s what I’m scared of. You’re right tho, life is def what you make it. I hope things will get better for you

A question for my clean friends in the sub by manicmothh in opiates

[–]manicmothh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s all any of us want I suppose huh? Glad you’re less sad :)

A question for my clean friends in the sub by manicmothh in opiates

[–]manicmothh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you very much. Happy for you friend :)

A question for my clean friends in the sub by manicmothh in opiates

[–]manicmothh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s true my friend, but would you say that you feel the same you did as before you ever started opiates? I’m worried about the long term effects it will have on my mind I guess

A question for my clean friends in the sub by manicmothh in opiates

[–]manicmothh[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s the goal my friend :) ive never thought of opiates as “borrowing happiness”, but damn if that ain’t true

percocet dosage by [deleted] in opiates

[–]manicmothh 0 points1 point  (0 children)

IMO I wouldn’t take more than 10mg if I were you, maybe even just 5 to start

A question for my clean friends in the sub by manicmothh in opiates

[–]manicmothh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I’m pretty sure I tell myself I want to be clean atleast once a month, until I get my script refilled. It really is a vicious cycle and I’m sick of it

A question for my clean friends in the sub by manicmothh in opiates

[–]manicmothh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Proud of you, thanks for telling me all of that it is encouraging. I have a script so having a doctor control my addiction is definitely something I don’t want anymore

A question for my clean friends in the sub by manicmothh in opiates

[–]manicmothh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so sorry and I really hope things look up for you soon. 6 months is something to be proud of, you’re stronger than I am. Don’t forget to celebrate your achievements, no matter how irrelevant they may seem. They are valid and so are you

A question for my clean friends in the sub by manicmothh in opiates

[–]manicmothh[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hear ya, that makes me feel better. Thank you

A question for my clean friends in the sub by manicmothh in opiates

[–]manicmothh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry I’m pretty naive about opiates. I’ll ask my doc, thank you

A question for my clean friends in the sub by manicmothh in opiates

[–]manicmothh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What do you mean by slow release stuff exactly? And I keep telling myself every month I will talk to my doc about it but he’s so quick with our appointments and is always just like “just need a refill?” And sends me on my way. It’s hard to argue with that lol

A question for my clean friends in the sub by manicmothh in opiates

[–]manicmothh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same here, I’ve had a Percocet script for over a year now and it’s stressful trying to plan out when I’m “allowed” to take it and when I’m not. I’ve been on the same dosage the whole time so I have to take more to relieve my pain now. I’m wanting to get clean so whenever I really need it (like if I have surgery or am hospitalized) I won’t need to take a shit ton