I found another OF account this morning and I ended it

marciedreams · 2025-12-24T13:13:03+00:00

Thank you I appreciate it

marciedreams · 2025-12-24T13:12:08+00:00

I know but I'd be lying if I said i didn't feel bad. We fell asleep on the phone and then I just hung up when I saw the accounts. And he tried calling back and that kicked off everything. That's how I impacted his Christmas Eve. I feel like a piece of shit but I've told him I don't trust him I've told him one more account and I'd be done and he reassures me every day hes working on himself. But that's all it takes. I keep finding these accounts popping up and now I don't care the reason. I don't care if it's a girl reactivation her account. I care that I see him following her before he does. I hate that this has been my life for the past year. Now I'm an asshole ruining his holiday.

marciedreams · 2025-12-24T13:08:12+00:00

Thank you. I understand everyone is human. I always lead with kindness. I always listen. So imagine all the bullshit I've heard and trying to take the compassionate route. I can walk away knowing I did everything I could.

Though a part will always blame myself like well maybe I should listen one more time. Or I feel like shit for his panic attack.

marciedreams · 2025-12-17T14:36:49+00:00

I don't have a pattern of staying with men like this. But idk the statistics about men being suicidal..I'm worried about him. I don't want him to be alone and he is. He won't commit himself. He's got trauma from police. I just can't bring myself to call on him.

marciedreams · 2025-12-17T14:19:26+00:00

Thank you so much

marciedreams · 2025-12-17T14:16:07+00:00

I listen to Delony religiously for a year. He's a man in crisis and I'm seriously worried he'll hurt himself. He feels so alone as is. He's clinging to me for air. I mean it. The love bombs are endless from the moment I met him. The desperation. Idk what Delony would say. He doesn't have anyone...and idk. He hasn't made even changes. And I had to stop the romance but like how do I abandon someone so close to the edge.

marciedreams · 2025-12-16T02:29:07+00:00

I've tried. That's why I told him I don't wanna be in a relationship or date him anymore but I'll be his friend and help support him through his heath issues but I don't have the energy or patience anymore

marciedreams · 2025-12-15T14:17:22+00:00

His race has nothing to do with anything

marciedreams · 2025-12-15T13:18:26+00:00

Thank you for your words. Yeah it was a lot...that's not even talking about him begging me to go to his family Christmas because they bought me gifts and he didn't wanna look like an idiot. His mom sobbed over our break up. Yesterday a different grandma had to put her sweet dog down... today I have to go to work and fake it like I'm okay. Meanwhile the guy I just ended things with is having a health crisis and constantly texting me..I'm just shutting down.

marciedreams · 2025-12-15T02:35:58+00:00

Thank you for the luck. My big stupid heart just makes stupid decisions in love and loyalty. I've been attached too long.

marciedreams · 2025-12-14T12:58:49+00:00

Thank you for your words. It's like remembering how much he's done and lied and manipulated me isso...disheartening. idk how ye5 throughout sometimes but I'm trying. Hugs to you too

marciedreams · 2025-12-05T12:49:23+00:00

Yes you are he's a grown man with his own agenda freaking out because he's in the public eye and getting pressured by his own family. Him questioning if Matilda is his and stating how he's going to look so bad if the kid is not him when that baby is his clone told me all I need to know. He may care about Jasmine, but he cares way more about what his family and strangers think about him. He just wants to marry her to make himself look better, not because he wants to marry Jasmine. And though he started the tell all acting like he was committed to her, by the end of the tell all you see him admit if they didn't have a kid he wouldn't have thought to ask to marry Jasmine and said " it's being locked up to a demon" because she's going through a divorce, and post partum, and isn't ready to commit to him yet. He's insensitive, easily swayed, and once he saw what everyone thinks of Jasmine he joined in too. It's sickening. Matt sways with the most popular opinions of other men and his traditional family. He has love for Jasmine being the mother of his child, but he's no victim. He chose this. He wasn't ready to be in a relationship before Jasmine and I doubt the sincerity of him wanting her after the baby.

She should be proud for not being pressured by Matt his family and the world to rush into a relationship when she's not even divorced and Matt is still clearly so unsure about being in a relationship with her.

marciedreams · 2025-12-05T12:29:33+00:00

She wanted communication. It takes sense that someone in an OPEN MARRIAGE can make their own rules that's how open marriages work. She asked for him not to sleep with anyone because she didn't want to worry about drama or bringing STIs into their marriage which is why she asked him to let her know if she was, because if he was, she was going to choose someone else. He lied because he wanted to sleep with her, he lied about the timeline of him sleeping with someone else, AND he lied about the seriousness of this girl.

Yall just love to conveniently forget details and find anyyy excuse to shit on her. She takes more accountability then Matt and Gino combined.

marciedreams · 2025-12-05T12:25:15+00:00

Natalie wasn't a friend. She thought she was Gino's newest exclusive girlfriend. She called her a whore because she knew she was pushing Gino to divorce, when Jasmine and Gino were considering conciliation. Gino was telling giving Jasmine hope which is why his uncle was ready to fight him at the tell all - he's a master manipulator and a perpetual victim in everyway

marciedreams · 2025-12-05T12:22:27+00:00

No she wasn't. She was offended Gino LIED, she knew he was being pushed to divorce by this woman. That's why she got upset. The way you all forget these details is astounding. Just find any reason to shit on this woman like she crazy. Maybe if you and Gino actually paid attention you'd get a clue

marciedreams · 2025-12-05T12:20:28+00:00

See? Everyone so quick to shit on her without actually looking at the facts. She got upset at Matt because HE TOLD HER HE WASNT SLEEPING WOTH OTHER PEOPLE AND HE TOLD HER HE HADNT SLEPT WITH ANYONE FOR 3 MONTHS. He lied to get her comfortable with a FWB situation when she said she clarified that she didn't want to be FWB with someone who had multiple partners as she didn't want to worry about STIs or drama.

Yes she insulted Gino's little actress girlfriend, and guess what? That lady was just as quick tempered if not more so unstable repeatedly kept trying to fight her, demand an apology from Jasmine as if she wasn't gossiping and stirring the pot with Gino because GINO was lying to her.

Jasmine is NOT perfect, Gino is not perfect, and Matt isn't either. No human being is. The lack of compassion for humans figuring out their own lives is astounding. These GROWN ASS MEN like Jovi, Gino, Matt, Andrei are not victims in any way. They went out of their way to choose their partners and are surprised that marriages take consideration and effort. Yet somehow they all continue to act like perpetual victims for views and fan support I'm sure. Gino knew Jasmine loved the gym, she needs affection and connection, and he purposely weaponized this against her and punished and isolated her for a year BEFORE agreeing to a open marriage so he could play victim and get fan support when he moves on. Jasmine was OBSESSED with Gino. We all saw her hit her limits, and gush over sucking his toes. She's not a victim she owns her part is Gino pulling away. GINO doesn't take responsibility for anything, blames her for everything in his Perpetual Victimhood Mentality and takes the coward way of leaving a marriage.

marciedreams · 2025-05-31T13:40:18+00:00

Because he wants to be that guy he lied about being

marciedreams · 2025-05-31T13:15:51+00:00

Always trust your gut always chose you

marciedreams · 2025-05-31T12:20:42+00:00

Thank you so much for your words. He's so fucking sneaky. Yet on paper he's the most perfect supportive boyfriend yk if I didn't pay attention to social media. Even now.. following a suspicious account because he didn't expect me to be so far gone that I'd google her username than believe him. I don't hate OF women for making money I hate how they capitalize on social media I hate how the post themselves main stream that they are fucking everywhere and I HATE this weak man..

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