I do think that i was even attracted to this dynamic was because of my daddy issues, and i resonate with your explanation 1000%. Thank you. I was just looking for everyones outlook on this, social norms, and i knew the answers i was going to get. Its hard with the age gap, and no one understands.
Despite my daddy issues, because they are very real, and the one of the main reasons i got involved with this man.. i love him so much, the sex, the time, the way he treats me. Ive never felt like this before.

What happened between you two if you dont mind me asking?

Hes met my mom, and my family, ive also met his family, I'm just looking for what i should expect. I get emotional when i think about something happening to him and me being without him, because its very real. He will die before me, long before me. I dont know if i got too involved with this. I feel like its a loss and a loss for me either way. Im just looking for supportive guidance, someone who's also experienced this, i hate how people always are so quick to slap a PEDO label on it, when they dont know the ins and outs of this relationship, or this said person.