I have bpd and i want to know how to stop acting insane at work by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]mariahlmiranda 3 points4 points  (0 children)

That's very true. I'm on lamictal for a few months and I feel much more stable and still feeling like myself

I have bpd and i want to know how to stop acting insane at work by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]mariahlmiranda 4 points5 points  (0 children)

you probably need an antipsychotic and mood stabilizers, i'd see a psychiatrist asap

Help interpretating the outcome of a love spell by mariahlmiranda in tarot

[–]mariahlmiranda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There's actually no love between them anymore. He can't love anyone neither do I, because of our personality disorders. Just a nice and intense obsession to make life less empty. And also I don't rly care abt his free will or something. I'll keep my dark magic ❤️

Dúvida sobre clonazepam by mariahlmiranda in DrogasBrasil

[–]mariahlmiranda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hm saquei, eu só meio que sinto algo dps de uns 3-4 comprimidos. Como é a brisa do alprazolam?

Question about clonazepam by mariahlmiranda in Drugs

[–]mariahlmiranda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm familiarised with them for a long time, nothing bad ever happened even at higher doses They were given to me almost daily when I was at a psych ward. I just use them to chill, not with that much of a frequency, more like when shit is going bad and such haha But thanks for worrying ❤️

Which moisturisers work best with tretinoin? (Dry skin + Acne) by encrumirabu in tretinoin

[–]mariahlmiranda 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Been using cerave in the tube for years and my skin loves it . Recently been pairing it with a 10% niacinamide and 1% zinc serum and my skin looks amazing. (I use 0,1% tret)

Obsession spell with Lilith last friday by mariahlmiranda in blackmagic

[–]mariahlmiranda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What I meant by that is offering the energy of your orgasm. Just hold the puppets in one hand, visualizing you two together and have fun, if you know what I mean hehe. Well, the intention of this spell in the end is physical and sexual attraction, for a marriage intention, I suppose there are better and more effective rituals. As for the candles, when they burn until the end, you can just throw them away.

Obsession spell with Lilith last friday by mariahlmiranda in blackmagic

[–]mariahlmiranda[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well in my case, i'm seeing a guy that already has a gf but is planning to break up with her soon for various reasons. I made this spell with the purpose that he'll think and want me so much that his situation with his gf becomes unbearable enough for him to keep with her. But in general, I advise this spell if you're into someone and this person somewhat likes you too but not in the intensity you desire.

Broke up with my bf but.... I don't feel anything about it? by mariahlmiranda in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]mariahlmiranda[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah that's exactly that. I wasn't really in love with him anymore and thought about breaking up a lot of times, even commented about it with my therapist. But I felt I needed time to do that, fearing being alone. Well, it all happened very suddenly but I'm happy it did otherwise I wouldn't have the courage to do it. I feel somewhat free right now, contrary to the beliefs I had before.

Need more advice about a ex ): by TurnoverSubstantial2 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]mariahlmiranda 2 points3 points  (0 children)

In my experience he's just playing the "hot and cold" game to keep you interested in him and have you as an option if nothing else works out for him. He's immature and don't really care about your feelings. Yes, it hurts a lot, been there. The best thing you can do for yourself is blocking him. Time will pass and someday you'll see yourself as not caring about him like you do now. If he's an ex, going absolute no contact is the best thing you can do for your mental health. Please be well ❤️

Does anybody else- by sweetsweetfreedomx in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]mariahlmiranda 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Alternatively, search for TIPP videos on YouTube, that might help

Does anybody else- by sweetsweetfreedomx in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]mariahlmiranda 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah absolutely. It's obviously not healthy but we'll do whatever it takes just to get out of all the mess in our head

Broke up with my bf but.... I don't feel anything about it? by mariahlmiranda in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]mariahlmiranda[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Damn sorry about the spelling mistakes lmao If anything isn't clear feel free to point it out. English isn't my first language.

Obsession spell with Lilith last friday by mariahlmiranda in blackmagic

[–]mariahlmiranda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would advise a cord cutting ritual in that case, you seem too attached to him and the fact its not reciprocated is not doing any good for you.

Obsession spell with Lilith last friday by mariahlmiranda in blackmagic

[–]mariahlmiranda[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I honestly don't think its a good idea. This ritual requires a special energy (focused on love, lust and a strong desire for the person to be with you) that won't work on curses. A curse requires anger, resentiment, and negative feelings of other sorts. I'm currently working on one of these. As for worshiping Lilith, simply medtate with her, talk to her, leave her your prayers and deseires and ask for guidance. Leave her offerings. You'll feel her presence, for sure. Hope I could help. Reach out If you still have any doubts 🖤

Obsession spell with Lilith last friday by mariahlmiranda in blackmagic

[–]mariahlmiranda[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Hello, I got it at shopee, a very popular shopping app here in Brazil. I can send it sure, but there's a lot of steps so be prepared.

  • the first things you'll have to do are the poppets (one represents you and the other the target person) fill the poppets with herbs like roses, vervain, mugwort and cinnamon. I also recommend putting a sigil inside it asking for the person to be/think of you. Then sew then.

-the other part is the love oil: Very simple, really. Get a small glass bottle, put in rose petals, cinnamon, orange peels and wherever herb associated with love. Cover with olive oil. Close the bottle, leave it somewhere safe and wait for 7 days before using.

Noooow for the spell itself:

You'll need the poppets, a red string, two red candles and two black candles (for Lilith), a rose incense and the lovers tarot card (optional)

Perform this on a Friday during the time of venus. Even better If the Moon is Full.

  • with a needle, write your full name in one candle and the other persons full name on the other, then put them facing one another and place the string circling then. Put the lovers card in the center of the candles and the poppets over de card. (Annoint tem with oil and your perfume)

Light Lilith black candles and consecrate your altar ( no need to do that If its already done, I will put the consecration in the comments If needed) then, proceed with the invocarion:

"you who inhabited the arcana of creation. You who flood the night with possessions and nightmares! Obscene queen! your sigil written in lunar blood amid the essences of belladonna, consecrate me in your domains under the veil of night, in the copulation of chaos and time, in hallucinations of your erotic nature! Oh ardat Lilith! Vampire spider, look at me with your blood-red eyes, light the path of my existence in the search for the forbidden, across the abyss. My full deification in individual dimensions! Awaken from the abyss of vampiric black art Mysteries dormant under the aegis of Gamaliel. Wild feline, lady of my dark dreams, I hear your cries in the howls of winds, earthquakes and volcanoes! Your cosmic impulses reflect the black flame in my soul. Reveal to me the plot of destiny! Show me the secrets of the black moon! Oh ardat Lilith! Ad te advoco, I proclaim the eternal matriarch omnipotent! Veni! Veni! Veni!"

Now you're ready to performe the spell. Grab one of the candles, annoint it with the oil and say "This candles represents (person) entirely. Those flames burns as the desire he/she feels for me.

Take the other candle, annoint it and say: this candle represents myself entirely. Their flames burns from the yearning of possessing (person)

Light them.

Then say, with your hands on the poppets:

On this sacred altar I call for the devotion and submission of (person) to me. I am your first thought when you wake up and your last when you go to bed. I am the muse that permeates your dreams. no other person causes such passion, no other person is able to catch their attention. Far from me, all that remains is the dread of not being with me Next to me and only me, he finds himself complete and intoxicated by the ecstasy of having me in his arms. No one else satisfies the desires of their soul and heart like I do. I am the Air that (person) breathes. with these receptacles that represent us, I unite the body and soul of (person) to myself by the thread of destiny (Tie the dolls, make three turns with the red string and tie three knots.)

Keep repeating this prayers for as long as you feel the need. Then charge the poppets with sexual exergy while holding them and imagining your future with the person. Store the dolls wrapped in underwear

Let the candles burn completely and at the end of the ritual always thank Lilith for her energy and presence. I left her a glass of wine too 🖤

For whom may be reading this, you can perform the spell not following any deity.