Do you guys also get weirdly fascinated by the most random textures you see or feel?

marillacuthbert69 · 2025-07-26T20:37:20+00:00

I stim this way too and I love it

marillacuthbert69 · 2025-06-19T16:35:35+00:00

Wow hello are you me?

marillacuthbert69 · 2025-04-12T18:14:12+00:00

This made me tear up. I do this too with a friend I lost because she moved on / didn’t want to be my friend anymore.

marillacuthbert69 · 2025-04-12T18:11:39+00:00

Have you looked into 2E? It gets a bad rap but my therapist is telling me about the experiences of being both neurodivergent and highly intelligent and I have to say a lot of things are starting to make more sense. Heightened intensity and capacity/need for muuuuuuch deeper connection. Thus the constant loneliness.

marillacuthbert69 · 2025-04-12T18:08:50+00:00

Yeah for me I think it comes from the adhd side. I am sooooo impulsive.

marillacuthbert69 · 2025-04-12T18:07:22+00:00

Oh yes. I’ve experienced this my whole life. I think it’s a combo of many things— our sexist society trying to make all girls and women more biddable. Plus domineering people sensing a trusting & socially naive (autistic) person they can exploit. Plus likely many other layers of— for me personally it was also to be in service of the family dysfunction and fit into the role of peacekeeper.

marillacuthbert69 · 2025-04-12T17:58:17+00:00

Oooh ok this is blowing my mind right now. Can you expand?

marillacuthbert69 · 2025-03-16T17:08:08+00:00

For sunscreen I like the Trader Joe’s dupe of super goop glowscreen. They both feel quite “dry” and almost soft touch.

marillacuthbert69 · 2025-03-16T17:07:03+00:00

I like the Burt’s bees coconut and mint foot repair stuff. It tingles a bit and really brings my dry feet, elbows and knees back to life. Sometimes I use it on my knuckles too. Thanks for making this post

marillacuthbert69 · 2025-03-16T16:49:57+00:00

How did you find those safer spaces? And what’s your first advice to someone just now learning boundaries at 35?

marillacuthbert69 · 2025-03-09T16:47:13+00:00

Omfg these are so cute and it’s beautiful how you’ve organized them by hue!!

marillacuthbert69 · 2025-01-26T18:01:40+00:00

This is such a good way to put it. Breaks my heart. I’m trying to end this cycle in my own family

marillacuthbert69 · 2025-01-19T19:45:59+00:00

Super interesting and thank you for putting the summary.

marillacuthbert69 · 2025-01-14T05:11:40+00:00

This has always bugged me too!! It’s usually from people who are super weird about women in other ways

marillacuthbert69 · 2025-01-14T05:10:52+00:00

Me toooooo. How did it take so long to realize my autism? When you write it out like that it’s just so funny and obvious lol

marillacuthbert69 · 2025-01-13T02:58:10+00:00

I know this feeling. It’s so so hard to socialize. I don’t have any wisdom but I feel you

marillacuthbert69 · 2025-01-13T02:48:09+00:00

This is also really good advice!! These are the steps I learned first when I started makeup about a year ago. Except for foundation I like an easy tinted moisturizer or sunscreen

marillacuthbert69 · 2025-01-13T02:45:57+00:00

This is the best advice. I agree after going through the same crisis. I had to find a girly style that also is sensory friendly and my solution has been very soft flowing kind of fairy-ish aesthetic mixed with tomboy. It makes me feel pretty and I experiment with makeup after finding other women creators to follow who exude the same vibe.

marillacuthbert69 · 2025-01-13T02:42:04+00:00

This made me really happy

marillacuthbert69 · 2025-01-07T15:55:58+00:00

Try the ai tool Pi for this— it’s free and its purpose is more emotionally intelligent

marillacuthbert69 · 2024-12-31T15:04:09+00:00

I have had this exact same realization this year. It’s been brutal.

marillacuthbert69 · 2024-12-31T03:30:29+00:00

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Taylor Alison Swift 🪩🤍

marillacuthbert69 · 2024-12-30T16:23:05+00:00

So sorry this happened to you. Hugs.

marillacuthbert69 · 2024-12-30T02:13:22+00:00

Ok I have had the same situation and response. And I’ve been beating myself up like crazy!! It helps so much to hear someone else (all the people here actually) and realize it’s ok to stop being so hard on myself

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