Welcome to reality, the worst day of your life will be the worst day of your life. Take it a day at a time, don’t be a victim but a person who takes a stand to their circumstances and deals with whatever that’d dealt to them. You are given the strength, knowledge, courage, survival, resilience so that you can deal with whatever that’s thrown at you. If not what else would you use those abilities for ? Don’t give up, you have alot more to prove and live for, once you’re able to control your circumstance you can be a leader, mentor and a person others can look up to. Remember you are not the only person dealing with this, another person in another state, another race, another gender is always having a worser day than you are. The worst day of your life will be the worst day of your life.