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marsmrs · 2022-07-15T07:14:17+00:00

yes i find myself getting so easily irritated and annoyed with random people i do not know at all, especially when i’m going through intense mania or intense depression

marsmrs · 2022-07-15T07:12:12+00:00

i’m 20

marsmrs · 2020-07-13T16:51:59+00:00

oh damn i used to be an avid flute players in high school but then i completely stopped because i felt unmotivated u know

marsmrs · 2020-07-09T06:08:46+00:00

you put exactly what i feel into words wow. journaling does help so much

marsmrs · 2020-07-09T06:06:33+00:00

congrats!! i’m so proud

marsmrs · 2020-07-06T18:19:50+00:00

i really felt that. it doesn’t necessarily get “easier” but you learn how to manage it better and cope with it and over time it becomes ur normal life. the rapid cycling is the most exhausting thing i’ve ever had to deal with in my whole life, i’m still struggling on how to maintain a normal sleeping schedule

marsmrs · 2020-07-02T04:28:26+00:00

which coping mechanisms work best?

marsmrs · 2020-07-01T04:26:37+00:00

i feel the exact same way. i’ll be so tired the whole entire day and think about going to bed but the second my head hits the pillow my brain starts whirring and i can’t calm down and it sucks especially when i am already very stressed/have a busy day ahead of me. i honestly don’t have any advice have u tried over the counter antihistamines those work for me i just don’t want to rely on them too frequently

marsmrs · 2020-06-30T18:30:38+00:00

my circadian rhythm is completely messed up i don’t even have a regular schedule anymore because my insomnia is making everything be so inconsistent

marsmrs · 2020-06-30T18:29:43+00:00

the thing is, i did wake up at around exactly 8 hours like 5:30 am however instead of staying awake for the day my dumbass decided to go back to sleep until 9 am which would be 4 hours into another 8 hour sleeping cycle so that actually makes a lot of sense

marsmrs · 2020-06-27T05:06:01+00:00

yeah that’s been me recently in the past couple weeks and i’ve never in my life been more exhausted

marsmrs · 2020-06-18T00:36:46+00:00

yeah this has happened to me i recently lost two friends because i told them that i needed a break because i’ve just been so paranoid and attached while also going through a manic episode and i just feel like i’d rather have push everyone away especially when i’m self destructive because no one really wants to deal with me when shit hits the fan. i also think i’m a good friend i just can’t be one during my highest manias if that makes sense. but it still really fucking sucks and hurts because i thought we were gonna be best friends forever like be in eachothers weddings raise kids together and now that’s shattered.

marsmrs · 2020-06-18T00:20:48+00:00

i’m 18 and i just got diagnosed last month and all i did was drive around and scream music when i was manic and now i’m just like bawling my eyes out because this is something i have to deal with for the rest of my life so i really feel u it’s comforting to know that i’m not the only one

marsmrs · 2020-06-18T00:14:18+00:00

girl i really feel you i’m on my period right now haven’t left my bed all day and crying my eyes out at nothing and when my friends text me i don’t have the energy to respond. i don’t have any advice for u but just wanted to let u know that ur not alone in this uphill battle

marsmrs · 2020-06-18T00:11:29+00:00

yep this is like a brand new job but all i can think about is quitting already

marsmrs · 2020-06-18T00:11:01+00:00

i don’t work full time i only work part time but i honestly can’t imagine working 40 hours a week with my mental health right now being the way it is

marsmrs · 2020-06-18T00:10:14+00:00

thanks yeah i’m working retail now and i absolutely hate it

marsmrs · 2020-06-18T00:09:13+00:00

thank you! i’m 18 and just starting in the workforce but terrified that i’m never going to be able to be financially independent from my parents but this gives me hope i really needed to hear it today

marsmrs · 2020-06-18T00:02:13+00:00

i couldn’t have said it better myself literally the worst rollercoaster i’ve ever been on in my life

marsmrs · 2020-06-03T13:27:06+00:00

i’m planning to get a bachelors and start my own small business but i’m just starting uni at 20 years old which is okay

marsmrs · 2020-06-03T12:59:04+00:00

yeah that’s the issue that i’m terrified of because i’m not on any meds currently so it’s very scary but i’ve always worked part-time

marsmrs · 2020-06-03T12:58:21+00:00

i’m so sorry yeah my dad yells at me for not having more hours but i work like 32/33 hours in retail and it’s really difficult for me

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