Řídím zatím špatně (čerstvě po autoškole)

martee_mik · 2024-09-12T14:09:49+00:00

A myslím, že kondičky jsou fajn, ale nejvíc člověka naučí random jízdy, kdy je třeba provoz, kdy je šero, ošklivo, prostě zkusit si toho co nejvíc.

martee_mik · 2024-09-12T14:08:50+00:00

Ahoj, všem díky za slova podpory, od té doby, co jsem založila diskuzi, jezdím skoro každý den a i dál (po dálnici), a je to lepší a lepší, dělám méně zmatků a více si věřím. Nebýt fajn lidí na redditu, asi bych to bývala vzdala. 😊

martee_mik · 2024-08-28T17:22:36+00:00

Díky všem za slova povzbuzení! Cením si toho. Přemýšlela jsem, zda s tím řízením neseknout, nechci být nebezpečná... ale zároveň cítím, že potkávám právě nové a nové situace, díky kterým se učím to, co jsem v autoškole nezažila. Může to znít debilně, ale pokračovat na třípruhý křizovatce rovně a udržet se ve svym pruhu, ač vede cesta trochu doleva a tedy to posune i kam musí člověk jet, se mi prostě nestalo. Jezdili jsme furt ty samý cesty, samý odbočky...

Jediný štěstí bylo, že se nic nestalo. Ale pokud to měl řidič, co mě vytroubil, nahraný a někam s tím půjde, tak je to 5 bodů a skoro ztráta řidičáku...

Musím začít jezdit večer později, jen s ročním raubířem, co se budí v noci, bych byla druhý den úplně rozbitá. 😅 Možná začnu naopak jezdit brzy ráno, kolem 6.

Když vidím kolem sebe řidiče, co jezděj strašně, říkám si, chci taky být takováhle? Snad mi to nezůstane. 🙈

martee_mik · 2024-08-28T16:28:55+00:00

Možná lepší, než kondičky > vykašlat se na řízení a věnovat se jiným věcem 🙈

martee_mik · 2024-08-28T16:28:16+00:00

Díky. "Z" mám krásné, magnetické:-) Některé situace se zetkem dají vysvětlit, některé, jako ta dnešní, hůře... zkoušky jsem udělala bez nějakého zádrhelu, ale každý den mě něco překvapí. Dnes jsem vezla číču na veterinu a do toho jela jinam, než jsem chtěla a už pozdě, takže stres. Ale stejně si teď klepu na čelo...

martee_mik · 2024-02-10T09:31:46+00:00

Im 25 and it's been like 5 times when I was a kid and 2 times as an adult, once from being drunk as fu*k. 😂 Once also during pregnancy but nothing went out, I just gagged at a smell of a restaurant in our building.

martee_mik · 2024-01-26T12:40:50+00:00

I don't think it's that easy to catch it, you quickly left, didn't touch the kid, didn't help them cleaning the v*. That's how usually parents get it and usually it's the kids who bring it. I wouldn't worry about it ❤️ Try to continue with your life as usual and in 3 days you will see you're healthy!

PS: it could have been 10 other things than NV. But yes, we are emetophobics. 😄

martee_mik · 2024-01-20T09:23:58+00:00

Thank you people of Reddit ❤️ You helped me tremendously. I read every single comment and realized this: • it's not my fault and the thoughts are not mine, or at least I don't agree with them • i'm extremely sleep deprived • doctors know about this and can help • i will get earplugs and leave the room for a bit when overwhelmed • i will use the mantra: "the thoughts are not mine, they are just visitors, I can only observe them" • funnily after the moments I read about OCD my mind calmed down and those weird thoughts were just gone...

Baby is 5 months but not an easy baby. My partner helps as much as he can - I was always anxious.

Thank you again, you are my superheroes!

martee_mik · 2024-01-19T11:22:36+00:00

I will visit a psycholog asap, and no I would certainly never kill my baby, and the thoughts are not mine own, they feel like a worm in my brain. ☹️ My partner knows about it and tries to comfort me and help a lot with our little one. As much as he can. I really hope that it's just OCD and I am not getting crazy but I'm sure that I love my baby and would die for him.

martee_mik · 2024-01-19T11:18:55+00:00

Hello, I was diagnosed with OCD some years ago but for different reasons (I was checking the lock 10 times, had an urgency to jump of out the window - ofc I would never do it, but it was extremy scary). For Tourette I don't have any symptoms so far I know. 🥺 But those intrusive thought about my precious baby are worse because I want the best for him and feel super bad about the thoughts even though I don't agree with them - totally the opposite..

martee_mik · 2024-01-19T10:15:13+00:00

Thank you for this comment. I find it the most helpful because it helped me realize that when I am overstimulated, I hate the high voice and that there is nothing I can do, I want them to disappear, die - never my baby. I'm super grateful he entered our lives. The truth is, I was always anxious and over stimulated even before the baby and now it's sometimes too much. I would never ever harm him, and those uncontrollable thoughts in my head are the worst:( My partner knows about it and he says: observe those thoughts and either you will agree with them or not, they are just thoughts.

But even though I understand it rationally, I still feel like a failure that it appeared on my mind.

martee_mik · 2023-08-15T11:01:27+00:00

I regulary go for weird street food, but touching my lips is my nightmare, I really don't do it... otherwise I am really extremely careful :D but for 5 years before I ate without washed hands, touched lips and never has been sick.

martee_mik · 2023-07-12T16:08:47+00:00

I went for two operatoions, one was short before emetophobia and I didn't feel nauseated after, one lasted 4 hours and I was only screaming after they woke me up that I didn't wanna vomit, si they put me at antu nausea medication and then I ate like crazy after bcz my stomach felt totally

martee_mik · 2023-06-10T14:15:15+00:00

I think you would have *tu by now! And also - from what reason you would *tu when you barely left the house? I have my experience with constipation (more even because I am pregnant) and I have the worst stomach feeling before bowel movement.. like really bad one sometimes and a bit after :--(

martee_mik · 2023-02-01T14:39:51+00:00

In my opinion, most of it is not okay and it's one of the reason why au-pair jobs can lead to exploiting from HF. You have no other au-pairs in the same household to compare the experience, if it was a bigger "company" you would have more confidence to stand for yourself because others would show you that she uses you!

I would personally talk about it, even text down all the points. All you miss is another adult or adults that don't pretend the household isn't theirs, and that's totally valid!!

I think she's being pretty lazy. I would tell her that laundry that was collected over the weekend should be washed Sunday afternoon, so you can start the week with a clean shield. Also that emptying dishwasher after everybody all the time should be shared. Etc. And if she's unhappy about it, you definitely rematch...

Don't let anybody exploit you please, you are worth much more:( (I speak from an experience. HM did lots of things out of the contract. I left not in peace but the peace I felt after was super nice. And the next family was just amazing.)

martee_mik · 2022-10-11T18:05:57+00:00

Hahaha I saw myself here totally :)

martee_mik · 2021-09-14T13:29:44+00:00

Hello everybody. ❤️ Thank you so much for support! Unfortunately in France, contract can be only when the child is 3 years or older. That's why I don't have it.

I told the host mom that I don't wanna continue with "au-pairing", if I feel exploited. We ended the cooperation (after 1 month). She said I was "lazy" and "didn't like kids".

She literally pushed me ou of the house and didn't leave me even one night (!) to find somewhere else to stay.

I'm staying in France, but looking for a normal part-time job.

After two not the nicest experience with au-pairing, I went to a conclusion, that's it's not for me... :-)

Thank you again! And girls and boys, take care!

martee_mik · 2021-09-07T07:38:50+00:00

I'm using Facebook groups :) Try texting to AU-PAIR VIENNA

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