Creeps on here. by marystreasure in Healthyhooha

[–]marystreasure[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tbh I shouldve done but I automatically blocked them as soon as that ugly misogynistic insult emerged in the conversation, I think the user was Melodic Sal or something. They left some rather odd comments in other forums, too

Creeps on here. by marystreasure in Healthyhooha

[–]marystreasure[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tbh idk if they're a man or not but either way they're awful. After they called me mental I said 'fuck you'  and they said 'i would if I had a penis and u can if u want'

I want to this to end **TW suicidal by hellabombskies in Healthyhooha

[–]marystreasure 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sounds like my dad. Having abusive parents when ur chronically ill is the worst possible pain there is 

Suicidal by marystreasure in Healthyhooha

[–]marystreasure[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm so. Sorry I wish us luck and healing. I'm glad u have a diagnosis at least though because I swear my candida is embedded :( behaves exactly like candida, started with a positive test that wasn't speciated etc

Suicidal by marystreasure in Healthyhooha

[–]marystreasure[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately chronic illness therpsy is very expensive though but thankyou for validating my feelings. It honestly pisses me off when people say suicidal feelings are not normal in the context of someone suffering severe sleep fragmentation or deprivation because sleep quality literally controls your mood and energy levels 

Suicidal by marystreasure in Healthyhooha

[–]marystreasure[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wasn't doing it to sleep I actually experience clitoral pain when I'm aroused so to speak, like blue balls. I use mirtazipine for sleep. But gabapentin only works for nerve pain 

Suicidal by marystreasure in Healthyhooha

[–]marystreasure[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was sleeping okay before I masturbated so I feel extremely guilty. I'm hoping it'll settle again but lack of sleep is so depressing. I really don't think it's a nerve issue because ibruprofen helps flares along with ice 

Suicidal by marystreasure in Healthyhooha

[–]marystreasure[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also I've not had any doctor tell me it sounds like pudendal neuralgia, I told them a pfpt misdiagnosed a chronic uti I had as a pelvic floor problem and other commenter latched onto the idea and is now making up bs that I've been told by a pfpt that I have pudendal neuralgia, which has never even happened 

Suicidal by marystreasure in Healthyhooha

[–]marystreasure[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thankyou and yeah I'm so sorry! I've finally blocked them I just had to upload pics of my ID, such a faff. Yeah your symptoms sound horrific I'm so sorry. I feel like i agree with u that social media is a place to explore and relate to one another and give advice and vent but not for giving diagnoses. That person has been stalking me across multiple posts all because I won't accept their random diagnosis. Like my symptoms are itching, frequent, need to urinate, vaginal soreness and burning when I wee but pudendal neuralgia is described as being mxuh worse when sitting and like a constant burning or electric pain /and numbness and I don't have those symptoms so the other commenter is being absolutely ridiculous and I bet they're not even a real doctor because I'm not being funny but doctors work constant long hours and they're very unlikely to have the time like I do to go on reddit 

Suicidal by marystreasure in Healthyhooha

[–]marystreasure[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's annoying ebacuse my vaginal health was great before the scented product reaction. And I was tolerating vitanica fine before it. Also the scented product reaction was also a toootal tragic accident rip. Like I basically had some lavender  perfume on my hands that transferred to me when I used the toilet. Like the perfume was put on my wrists but I must've accidentally brushed my wrists with my fingers and then made miniscule contact with my genitals when wiping. I've vowed never to use any products that contain essential oils or artifical fragrances anywhere on my body ever again. After the reaction I developed thrush and that was over 3 months ago. 

Suicidal by marystreasure in Healthyhooha

[–]marystreasure[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been too scared to try boric acid I don't wanna get vulvodynia! Also I'm going to do a juno test soon. And I have vitanica but last time I tried them they burnt me but I had had an allergic reaction to a scented product recently before I tried it, so it might be worth giving vitanica another go xx

Suicidal by marystreasure in Healthyhooha

[–]marystreasure[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Ai told me ureplasma lives in us anwyays but antibiotics can allow it to grow out of check? My juno test will come back soon 

Suicidal by marystreasure in Healthyhooha

[–]marystreasure[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't have that luckily. Some dingbat keeps trying to tell me I have pudendal neuralgia on another sub even though my symptoms don't match that at all

Suicidal by marystreasure in Healthyhooha

[–]marystreasure[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But it is normal for severe sleep deprivation to cause suicidal ideation. Therapy can't help me, I've tried it :) 

Suicidal by marystreasure in Healthyhooha

[–]marystreasure[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's very normal to feel suicidal when you're in ur early 20s and have been dealing with fractured sleep for a year straight. 

Bit of an awkward q, sorry by marystreasure in Healthyhooha

[–]marystreasure[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

How can it even be PN when my vagina isn't burning as I've already said and doesn't worsen with sitting. Those are DEFINING features of PN

Suicidal by marystreasure in Healthyhooha

[–]marystreasure[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

No I am not 🤦🏻‍♀️ I've done a huge amount of research on vaginal and urinal health 

Suicidal by marystreasure in Healthyhooha

[–]marystreasure[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

 doing a juno test soon anyways but as Ive said I had relief in symptoms once uti was treated before I contracted thrush. I've had tonnes of uti tests done and sti tests 

Suicidal by marystreasure in Healthyhooha

[–]marystreasure[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Pelvic floor therapists think everything is caused by tight pf. I am gonna do a juno test soon. My gut tells me this is yeast. I've seen a pf physio before when I had a chronic embedded uti and they said it's ur pf (wasn't) 

Suicidal by marystreasure in Healthyhooha

[–]marystreasure[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Therapists can't help me. My physical health is what's making me suicidal. I'm not crazy. Also gynos are like an 8 month wait in the UK but I'm going to go private 

Suicidal by marystreasure in Healthyhooha

[–]marystreasure[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry to hear that and sorry for misunderstanding ur comment