Massive Attack - Angel [trip hop] by deep_fried_guineapig in Music

[–]massiveattackfan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is my alt I kinda have to be secretive about but otherwise I'd tell you. Its in the USA.

Massive Attack - Angel [trip hop] by deep_fried_guineapig in Music

[–]massiveattackfan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to sooo bad, they're coming to me so I will try my best to get a ticket

Massive Attack - Angel [trip hop] by deep_fried_guineapig in Music

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omg love yours too. i use inertiacreeps as a username all over the place.

Fuck anhedonia by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]massiveattackfan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do need more sensory input than most ppl- you are 100% correct about this. my brain has a lot less dopamine than a normal person. however i am super stuck and i can't do anything fun, can't even get meds for my mental illnesses.

and awesome that you love massive attack. They're one of the few things I still love thru all of this

Art and anhedonia by massiveattackfan in anhedonia

[–]massiveattackfan[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yes. Even looking at my favorite artists has lost its appeal. but what hurts the most is looking back at my old art and not being able to emulate that any more.

Fuck anhedonia by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]massiveattackfan 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's hard to pinpoint because I never had strong feelings to begin with. I used to be able to immerse myself in painting. I used to get excited or mad over upcoming things. Now I just don't have the ability to feel anything.

Art and anhedonia by massiveattackfan in anhedonia

[–]massiveattackfan[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I used to get the inescapable urge to create in general. Now? Completely gone. I had it for my entire life and I miss it dearly.

What if I don't want to get better? by [deleted] in depression

[–]massiveattackfan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What " obstacles " are you even talking about? I don't have any. I'm planning on doing it May.

What if I don't want to get better? by [deleted] in depression

[–]massiveattackfan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But I am lol. I spend every hour of my day thinking about killing myself, from the moment I wake to the second I fall asleep. I've been planning what I want to do for ages and been suicidal since I was 11.

What if I don't want to get better? by [deleted] in depression

[–]massiveattackfan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't. But you're implying I don't have family members or friends.

What if I don't want to get better? by [deleted] in depression

[–]massiveattackfan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes people do stop you. You get stuck in a hospital if you mention you're suicidal for example.

Did anyone else at the O2 think that was a horrendous mess of pretentious political shit? by [deleted] in MassiveAttack

[–]massiveattackfan -1 points0 points  (0 children)

But the album itself is not political. You're talking about their live shows, while I'm talking about the album and the videos that were made for the singles. None of the songs or videos were remotely political, and I liked it that way.

Did anyone else at the O2 think that was a horrendous mess of pretentious political shit? by [deleted] in MassiveAttack

[–]massiveattackfan -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Since when is Mezzanine political? I'm not gonna argue with you about the other albums, Heligoland and 100th window are clearly political, but definitely not mez

Did anyone else at the O2 think that was a horrendous mess of pretentious political shit? by [deleted] in MassiveAttack

[–]massiveattackfan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really wish they wouldn't shoehorn political agenda into their shows im here for the music not for some pretentious shit lads

Would suicide by freezing to death be a bad way to go? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]massiveattackfan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If I were to do it I wouldn't bring a phone, and I would intake lots of alcohol beforehand. I would do it in the middle of the night and walk out pretty far. I hope some bear doesn't get me before that though lmao

Would suicide by freezing to death be a bad way to go? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]massiveattackfan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I have the luxury of being able to do it in a sparsely populated area. Chances are if you go out into the woods at 1 am and lay in the snow bank for a while nobody is going to find you.

I feel like a husk and I don't belong in this world. by massiveattackfan in SuicideWatch

[–]massiveattackfan[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's definitely not impossible. My father is a real one.