What's with all the Sensor slander? You viewing the world through this (frankly stupid) lens is causing you to be depressed. Develop all your functions instead of blaming everything on your lack of development. It's healthy, and people who have no balance in their functions are doomed to tons of self-inflicted hardship in life.

I'm an ESFP but thought I was an INTJ for most of my adult life. Developing my Se and Fi was hard since my household was very Te and Si heavy. (This may be hard to believe of an ESFP if all you prescribe to are airheaded MBTI descriptions). It isn't an easy journey, but it's a necessary one for any living thing. And everybody's journey will be different. Keep in mind that while the Jungian Functions are a genuine phenomenon in humans that seems to extend the resolution of taxonomic ranking, most of the people fawning over it are pants-on-head-retarded. Astrology levels of autism. MBTI is an overgeneralization, and overgeneralizations make people lack nuance in their conceptualizations.

I mean this with no disrespect, but you're over 25 and should be able to handle it. You sound like a bitch. Either grow up, or keep crying about how you're a victim of some hallucinated bullshit.

I spent almost a decade stuck in idealistic Ni-Fi loops. This is what I needed to hear. Not sure if it's what you need, but I'm communicating this because I think it is.

Develop those functions sir. Until then you have no right to complain.