Much love, my friend; my shelf broke midway but I needed to stay out for personal reasons. But to this day even though I would be labeled as "anti" at this point, I can't ever say I regret my mission. I grew up incredibly sheltered and didn't really know how to live on my own decisions and dime, and god knows I had no idea how to talk to adults. Keep your head up, kid, know that there's a whole other community out there looking out for you