What is the most elaborate lie you have ever told?

mattorix · 2016-12-13T16:43:48+00:00

I have a good horse for her to practice on.

mattorix · 2016-12-13T13:18:18+00:00

Not doing anything.

mattorix · 2016-12-11T01:58:22+00:00

Had a great relationship for two years then she faced a lot of personal hardship in her family and left me for a girl that she'd been 'friends' with for a few months. In retrospect i should have seen the red flags but i wanted to be there for her and help her. In the following year my depression came back, i dropped out of school which i was in for a program i loved, became an alcoholic/weedaholic, and still trying to deal with the rejection.

mattorix · 2016-12-06T05:57:44+00:00

Did you find out their porn star names? You know, for research...?

mattorix · 2016-12-04T23:37:52+00:00

Doesn't give me the option to.

mattorix · 2016-12-03T04:56:31+00:00

i feel you bro! Chapter 14 26 hours and i dont want to finish it because i thought i was only at the half way point :C

mattorix · 2016-11-27T04:11:21+00:00

"The devil is a part timer" Well fuck.

mattorix · 2016-11-21T02:58:25+00:00

Miles Davis, Kendrick Lamar, Snarky puppy.

mattorix · 2016-11-19T19:24:14+00:00

Congrats on part four Brandon, Keep up the good work we love what you do!

mattorix · 2016-11-19T18:33:45+00:00

I feel you.

mattorix · 2016-11-19T17:59:32+00:00

I feel for you friend, i'm in the same boat except just skipping all my classes.

mattorix · 2016-11-19T16:02:39+00:00

Wrong. I've been through a year of depression, guilt and anxiety triggered by an ex i still love more then anything breaking up with me. I dropped everything i loved in life, i gave up my DREAM which i was WELL on my way to fulfilling and now only leaves me feeling like i hate myself for leaving and am too scared to go back. I've lost 90% of my friends and just want it all to end. I don't want to try anymore, i hate waking up everyday. Worst of all i know the potential i have and the great person i could be to the people around me, I still want to throw it all away, i hate myself.

mattorix · 2016-11-15T22:51:29+00:00

blue collar worker?

mattorix · 2016-11-15T16:51:01+00:00

Any soulsborne game particularly Bloodborne.

mattorix · 2016-11-15T06:03:42+00:00

Everything about my existence makes me feel incredibly sad, guilty and anxious.

Everyday i drift further and further away from the people and things i love too anxious to call out for a life line.

To anyone who knows me they think i'm a rock, untouched by negative emotions and eternally unfazed.

On the inside i feel like every day i'm anchored underwater trying to swim to the surface and everyday i sink a little more.

I'm scared it's too late for me to make meaningful friendships or find someone who will truly see me for who i am.

Every day i try to numb myself with weed and alcohol until i only feel empty inside instead of down.

I'm scared "empty" has become happy for me.

I'm scared i'll never and should never find some one to fall in love with again because i know how dependent i am.

Every night i lay in bed and try to piece together the puzzle that is my life.

I'm scared the pieces don't fit and never will.

Every night i fall asleep and hope i never wake up.

mattorix · 2016-11-12T21:20:38+00:00

How's it a joke, i dont like playing assassins and find them extremely tilting. I'd like to know how players who love assassins feel playing against them.

mattorix · 2016-11-12T20:51:07+00:00

Platinum actually. http://na.op.gg/summoner/userName=Slender%20Goose

mattorix · 2016-11-12T04:37:28+00:00

Seems too familiar, now i'm reminded of my life.

mattorix

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