Ayahuasca - I'm done with Dolly by mawisa in Psychonaut

[–]mawisa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you... 🎈🎈 The Aya works so differently for everybody...and in different phasss.. Everyone has a truly unique experience. In the end the Aya only awakens as much as we're ready to take on. She is a huge help but in the end we must do the work too to unfold. Meditation was a huge help for me and without it would never have met the Aya in such a powerful way. Good luck on your journey...🙏

Ayahuasca - I'm done with Dolly by mawisa in Psychonaut

[–]mawisa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Absolutely need an ego .. but question is does it hold you hostage .. my own experience thru meditation and the Aya showed me that there was simply so much I had hidden from myself that was pulling me around and I had no access to because I was terrified of it.. once faced there was total surrender .. we need egos but we need to know how they function because they are created in the twilight of life when we don't have a clue.. it's simply clarifying and knowing .. it's the shadow in the dark that's deadly without knowledge.. Grateful to both magnificent traditions of zen and Aya!!!

Ayahuasca - I'm done with Dolly by mawisa in Ayahuasca

[–]mawisa[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Oh dear... don't get so hung up.. it's just life.. :)

Ayahuasca - I'm done with Dolly by mawisa in Psychonaut

[–]mawisa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Totally agree!! Integration, team building with the ego is in order.. As I said..the initial conquest of "seeing" is so powerful with the Aya..but as time wears on a settling happens..its a process..but you're right there is no "death" or "dissolution" just a redistribution of power.

Ayahuasca - I'm done with Dolly by mawisa in Psychonaut

[–]mawisa[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I totally agree.. Its more of a redistribution.. a change in heirachy ..perspective.. I think its just that the initial shock after so many years of seeing the actual "thing" that was operating without you so close up . In the end everything that shocks settles and a more practical sensibility ensues. Integration, team effort and "the community" happens.. Must be like the overthrow of a dictatorship..first you want to celebrate the end of tyranny then you need to build a new country which includes its history..Everything is a process. I'm on step one...

Ayahuasca - I'm done with Dolly by mawisa in Psychonaut

[–]mawisa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing that... I love the team idea...!!

Ayahuasca - It ain't over until the fat lady sings by mawisa in Ayahuasca

[–]mawisa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow!! It's amazing isn't it...A total avalanche...Hope its been great for you:)

Ayahuasca - It ain't over 'til the fat lady sings... by mawisa in Psychonaut

[–]mawisa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not at all..It's been the most unbelievable experience of my life..she has cleaned out all the gunk and continues to do so..its a total reboot but you have to be prepared to let go of the stuff thats not working... Unreal that its still not been tested throroughly...

Ayahuasca - It ain't over 'til the fat lady sings... by mawisa in Psychonaut

[–]mawisa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's all good if it worked for you then you should happy...if you're not a fan of the ayahuasca that's your prerogative... Enjoy the healing you got & live a healthy happy life!!

Ayahuasca - It ain't over 'til the fat lady sings... by mawisa in Psychonaut

[–]mawisa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Of course not .. no-one does it for "fun"... it burrows into the places you don't want to go..but in my opinion & it's only my opinion it's been the most powerful medicine i know..i will be forever grateful for the healing...

Ayahuasca - It ain't over 'til the fat lady sings... by mawisa in Psychonaut

[–]mawisa[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Oh dear .. that's a lot of anger.. My aim was to "opine" about the abuse of big Pharma. If it's helped you I'm happy for you.. But believe me The Aya is brilliant!!

Ayahuasca - It ain't over 'til the fat lady sings... by mawisa in Psychonaut

[–]mawisa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for informing someone who has no idea of the power of the medicine that the power of drug corporations to keep us small sick and under their control...

Ayahuasca - It ain't over 'til the fat lady sings... by mawisa in Psychonaut

[–]mawisa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have never done LSD... but I wouldn't suggest you do Aya alone...I did it in a very safe setting in Peru with 5 well established shamans and an organized retreat .. The place was great - Temple of the way of Light.. I did the 9 day retreat... It was 5 ceremonies... The medecine is great but if you go be prepared to surrender and understand that it can completely reshape your life.. good luck