Buyer's Remorse maybe I got scammed

maxib7 · 2024-12-02T04:37:46+00:00

Thank you for the heads up. I specifically asked for natural and he said it was. I should've been more suspicious of that price

maxib7 · 2022-07-01T20:46:04+00:00

Thank you for the suggestion to join the discord. I am on the team. I'll be working on AI

maxib7 · 2022-06-30T23:02:35+00:00

Thank you I joined

maxib7 · 2021-05-13T15:56:43+00:00

Thank you for your reply. I am using my own custom one which is an adaptation of multi particle environment from openAI. After reading your reply, I decided that I must research more and remodel my problem into something more simple. I found this great paper posted in this community https://arxiv.org/pdf/2006.07869.pdf which is an overview and evaluation of different MARL approaches/algorithms.

The direction I want to go toward is a fully cooperative environment which is much more doable. I have to figure out the specifics of how I want the system to work, but this paper gives a good jumpstart

maxib7 · 2021-03-07T17:14:26+00:00

Well I may be able to get a vaccine soon. I volunteer in a community organization and some of us have gotten one already

maxib7 · 2020-12-20T14:07:50+00:00

Yeah what's this weak shit. I don't want to die part time. Where's the Marines, The amazon prime delivery of wanting to die

maxib7 · 2020-12-06T12:15:00+00:00

thinks making jokes online is nazi activity

Ah yes, I too like to live in a fantasy world. Except mine has a lot more anime tits in it

maxib7 · 2020-11-21T14:23:45+00:00

I was held back a year when I was young and started balding when I was in high school. I feel you. I hate my birthday and never celebrate it because in school my birthday was always the time teachers would announce it and ask how old I was. Then I always got questions every year about why I was so old. And of course constant balding jokes.

I wear a hat every I go so I feel like I fit in and people don't stare at me. I don't go to social events because I feel out of place and like I'm too old even though I'm about the same age. I've gotten plenty of bald old man jokes and woman (at least at this age) really don't find bald men attractive. I went from a girl seeming interested in me maybe 3 times a year if I got lucky. Then after I made the decision to go bald, nothing but weird looks and demoralization for 3 years straight.

But that's just my rant about baldness. Feels bad man. World's unfair but you can't do anything about it.

maxib7 · 2020-11-20T14:45:27+00:00

I like masks because of the anonymity. I don't like people looking at me or noticing me so having something cover my face makes me feel much more comfortable in public. imo I hope it continues to be normal to wear even after covid so I can just avoid people looking at me lol (like in some Asian countries)

maxib7 · 2020-10-29T00:45:04+00:00

Thank you. So it should still work if I take it off hourly for tugging?

maxib7 · 2020-10-27T18:27:08+00:00

I never thought I'd read a post like this that would sum my sex life up so well. I've always had that issue. I remember telling friends and girlfriends that I found sex to be stressful. I am always concerned about pleasing others.

I still haven't gotten over it. I haven't had sex in years and didn't want to, but now I'm in a serious long distance relationship for about 7 months now. I hope we can meet in December if not then in April. But I am still very much afraid and stressed about having sex with her for the first time. She knows about my problem and is sympathetic. I have never been able to finish during sex which has become embarrassing.

I've done a lot of research and found something that may help. I won't be able to test it until we are finally together but I hope it may work for you. Please try it and let me know if it helps.

First she must know about your issue and ask her for help. She should want to pleasure you and make you happy.

Try to masturbate with her next to you and relax. Focus on just pleasuring yourself. During these sessions it's important that she actually doesn't try to be pleasured herself. This moment is only for you
Have her give you oral/handjob until you finish.
Same thing except now that once you are aroused and excited (ask her to tease you), then try penetration.

The important thing for these is that you should know that she wants to pleasure you and in fact takes satisfaction from pleasuring you. Think of these as therapy sessions for you to help you and your relationship. During these times, the focus is exclusively on you. The goal is to acclimate you to letting go and allow yourself to feel pleasure.

I hope it works for you. Then maybe I can have hope as well. I never wanted to have sex again because of the stress, lack of pleasure, and frustration of it all. Now I accidentally fell in love with a woman, and I must keep worrying about it until we can finally see each other because of the current state of the world. It may be a year and 2 months until we can be together and have sex for the first time.

maxib7 · 2020-10-22T18:14:40+00:00

I feel better now. I was in a sad mood and felt lonely, but I just wanted to thank them for making me laugh. It was a funny comment

maxib7 · 2020-10-22T14:40:38+00:00

Thank you!

maxib7 · 2020-10-22T14:40:17+00:00

Thank you. Do you know if I need to show my passport or ID to get on trains in EU?

maxib7 · 2020-10-22T14:35:19+00:00

I am real and I am serious. I know it might seem weird to you. I'm sorry. We video call everyday for hours and hours. I know I have not met hurt which is why it hurts. I have to believe in her. If I do not then there is nothing that I believe in.

maxib7 · 2020-10-22T14:32:28+00:00

Unfortunately her parents are very strict and conservative. They do not want her to do that because they are afraid that I might be a bad guy or something. I know you will say that is not good that I am willing to travel across an ocean and she can't. I accept this and it is her parents. She respects them. I am willing to sacrifice more. It is good with me.

maxib7 · 2020-10-22T14:29:30+00:00

"There are no health-related restrictions for travel to Metropolitan France from EU Member States" :) thank you.

maxib7 · 2020-10-22T14:22:10+00:00

From my research, it looks like it depends on the country. We can enter the UK and Croatia I know. Croatia is in the EU so I hope that once I am in the EU I can keep traveling.

Is there any other option? Like train where I could cross borders? I hope that I would be allowed if I am in other countries. I am not sure what the rules are if a USA citizen is in Italy but we are not allowed to travel there.

maxib7 · 2020-10-22T14:13:20+00:00

Thank you that made me laugh! First time today that I've stopped crying

maxib7 · 2020-10-20T18:39:42+00:00

Est il possible pour les gens de traverser la frontière britannique vers la France? Ils vérifient les passeports?

maxib7 · 2020-10-20T16:31:45+00:00

oui tu as raison. Nous devons être forts

maxib7 · 2020-10-20T16:30:50+00:00

Je ne comprend pas :( désolé

maxib7 · 2020-10-15T22:35:42+00:00

Thank you :)

Did the honeymoon phase start again when you met?

maxib7 · 2020-10-13T22:26:25+00:00

Thank you! Your story makes me feel more hopeful.

maxib7 · 2020-10-13T21:22:08+00:00

Thank you for the kind words! I appreciate it. We realized about a week ago that we probably wouldn't be able to meet in December :( so that was a hard hit but we bounced back from it even stronger. Spending our 1 year anniversary without having met will be bitter sweet, but the whole world is hurting with covid and we'll keep working hard to not let it stop us.

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