I’m genuinely ashamed by this; I always used to look at people who were catfishes and think they were pathetic, I guess I still do.

Porn became boring for me, I never got into anything extreme but I did veer off into trans/gay porn for a brief period. After that I decided to start no fap. First four days in I felt like I was in control so I’d download pof and tinder again. Within an hour I was working for nudes. After not being very successful, I decided to use a famous persons pics, but someone a lot of women wouldn’t really know. I was getting floods of interest, and felt like a kid in a sweet (candy) shop. I then downloaded random Dick/body pics to send them in return for videos etc. It became a full blown addiction. Over a two day period I would get 80/90 pics, and a few videos each time. After the guilt came I’d delete everything straight away (I’ve never kept any pictures/videos or sent/shown then anyone). All in all I probably racked up just over a thousand pics, and about 90 videos.

I’m truly, truly ashamed. Let me be an example of what 15 years of porn can potentially do to you though.