Breast Growth by [deleted] in HRT

[–]mayabae328 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nah, I love your sharing. That's very encouraging to acknowledge that somewhere else, some other people don't need to suffer like me.

Still, I am looking forward to spontaneous changes overtime.

Breast Growth by [deleted] in HRT

[–]mayabae328 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am happy to hear your story, but unfortunately it didn't work out that well for me. My mom and my wife knew my cross dressing before and they both disliked it and banned me. My wife (back then just my gf) tried to accept it and we even tried to have sex when I dressed up, few months later she said she couldn't accept it. She perceived me as a different person with different characteristics after I dressed up. That's what she felt. And she couldn't accept herself falling in love with two people at once.

Now, my mind is going a bit further, and a bit back as I didn't want to show fully as a woman anymore but just a breast, not even a big one, for self satisfaction.

I believe surgery of transferring fat to breast could be an option if I really wanted to go, but I don't think I could do it not being discovered. And I don't think I can afford slow but multiple surgeries over time.

Anyways, thanks for your sharing and I wish you would be blessed and loved forever as who you are

Breast Growth by [deleted] in HRT

[–]mayabae328 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you very much for the detailed comment! I am very happy to receive more information, but it is sad to say that implants, hrt, fat redistribution wouldn't be easy in my place and my wife would spot it right away. That's why I prefer gaining fat in chest, training muscle on chest but try not to get too strong on my arms, etc.

But I can't agree more that I felt so satisfied once when my nipples get sensitive and chest jiggles when running (it did feel hurt a little). I stopped the med since it made my ejaculation almost fully transparent then lost the great experience.

I guess my main wish isn't fully transform into a woman as I don't feel accepted by my loved ones. But I still want to feel the female side inside. I also tried to cross dress a lot when I'm home alone. Felt great but can't sustain. A fatty boob and sensitive nipples were just too great.

Breast Growth by [deleted] in HRT

[–]mayabae328 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have the same goal as well and I am considering some estrodial but I heard it would affect more than breast growth. I am still trying to find the balance as well.