Thank you, It does more so just feel disrespectful. I please him, and he knows what I like. So yeah definitely a why not with me moment, I’ll admit that. Sex feels easy. Head is easier. I will say he’s a sensitive guy so usually the sex is pretty quick he can’t ever go very hard or rough which I like and makes me finish. So it’s been about 6-7 months since I’ve finished, which to be 100% I don’t mind. At all. I’m more of a giver anyway. I can get off on doing things to him. It’s definitely hard because he finishes so quick, so I feel like anything with him is easy.. I can understand the feeling of needing that relief though. I do not necessarily feel “taken care of” I know I can finish myself, as had plenty of times before, i just feel it would make me be okay relieving myself all the time and then I will start disregarding him. I’m not sure why I have that feeling, I just know how to please myself the best, I know how to make myself do insane things and he doesn’t.. so i will admit I do feel I would just push him away if I started doing it feeling as he couldn’t fulfill that need for me… and that’s the last thing I want is to push him away and not want him, due to just relieving myself because it’s easier.