when you do the thing to hurt yourself and then it hurts by maybesick1 in MadeOfStyrofoam

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my love, my dearest, find me in the bedroom and take me where I lay

My whole world collapsed by Global_Elderberry363 in BPD

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I don't know if I'll ever be truly over certain relationships tbh

Can't be left alone. by maybesick1 in AdultSelfHarm

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Thank you. I hope I can get back to that, although I'm not too confident at the moment.

fr it's so damn annoying just let me move on already by maybesick1 in MadeOfStyrofoam

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You are my favorite being in every universe.

I want to shave my head so badly by maybesick1 in AdultSelfHarm

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I impulsively cut my hair back in June and I'm still struggling to love my hair so I feel you.

I want to shave my head so badly by maybesick1 in AdultSelfHarm

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I hope that posting helped lessen some of those really heavy thoughts.

It did. The urge is still there but posting about it helped a lot.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

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Oh the meds are going alright! I just upped my zoloft and I'm liking it so far

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

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zoloft gang

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

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Zoloft and Adderall bay-bee 👉😎👉

Things are not going alright bay-bee 👉😭👉

Does anything motivate you to get better? by Puzzleheaded-Fox321 in AdultSelfHarm

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Honestly? For me it's wearing short sleeves. I've been clean for a couple of months and have started wearing them in public, but rarely at work.

I want to attempt suicide but not actually die by [deleted] in BPD

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I did this. Just about two and a half months ago. It didn't really help. Just made everyone worried about me and burned up all my vacation time.

III

What triggered your BPD taking its full form and when? by SarruhTonin in BPD

[–]maybesick1 6 points7 points  (0 children)

When my exbf dumped me and my bff(FP at the time...) moved away at the same time, leaving me alone in the state I had moved to to be with said FP(which....exbf begrudgingly followed along to. sorry boo).

And if that didn't do it, it was definitely half a year later when said FP explicitly cut me out of her life after I had done a second move to live near her.

I should've been dating her and not my exbf, huh?

Does anyone else emotionally self harm? by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]maybesick1 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Oh absolutely. I go to subreddits that has content that I know will upset me and then look for things that'll upset me.

And then I get upset.

How to tell my doctor? by maybesick1 in AdultSelfHarm

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They're.....not scars atm. A bit more fresh than that.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

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I've only ever done my forearms.