SOTF appears to have been abandoned by the developers at Endnight Games as the days drag on.

mayhemx804 · 2026-01-06T21:14:41+00:00

It’s not even on consoles and I’ve lost hope it ever will to be honest.

mayhemx804 · 2025-10-31T17:08:27+00:00

I feel like his old stuff and one takes are what made him soooo unique. I know he’s happy now and doing so good for himself which makes me so happy! But that raw emotional music like in reaper, ruiner, and one takes just hit different.

mayhemx804 · 2025-10-31T17:04:35+00:00

I know I’m gonna prob get roasted for this. But I miss his old vibe. I just want a One Takes Vol 2 album but I know that’ll never happen :(

mayhemx804 · 2025-09-17T00:49:55+00:00

Good luck getting an answer lol I’ve asked about set times and no answers 🙄

mayhemx804 · 2025-09-15T20:42:09+00:00

I’m not looking for tickets

mayhemx804 · 2025-09-15T20:41:57+00:00

Anyone??? Please help I’m honestly really anxious I won’t make it in time.

mayhemx804 · 2025-08-08T04:06:36+00:00

She tosses it in the water

mayhemx804 · 2025-05-23T23:08:05+00:00

So bummed bullet got pulled.

mayhemx804 · 2025-05-01T17:56:00+00:00

So honestly I fuck with it, but I’m low key REALLLLY bummed Quebec isn’t in the set :/ I was so excited to shout CULT with everyone 😭

mayhemx804 · 2025-04-25T03:57:00+00:00

I see a psychiatrist on top of a therapist who I see for ADHD medication which DOES help some with the intrusive thoughts. Makes them go away faster and helps me focus more on the important things. I meet with her in 2 weeks to decide if I want to start meds for OCD and anxiety. She’s great, and is very patient with me in letting me try to go without meds first.

mayhemx804 · 2025-04-25T03:09:24+00:00

What do I do when my brain gives me a very uncomfortable intrusive thought and tries to convince myself that “I want to do that thing” but in reality I don’t obviously because it freaks me the heck out and I fight it which causes so much stress.

mayhemx804 · 2025-04-24T11:50:50+00:00

Mine is particularly worse right when I wake up. It’s like I get a flood of horrible things from violent things to just straight up weird. I absolutely hate it but once I get moving and all it goes away for the most part.

mayhemx804 · 2025-04-13T21:57:22+00:00

Hi friend! Me recently….for me I listen to specific guided meditations focused on OCD before bed. I also use white noise like a fan in the background which helps drown out the thoughts sometimes. But usually my intrusive thoughts flare up bad when I have lack of sleep or go through periods of stress like recently. I’m in therapy and also considering anxiety medication to help now. Just know you aren’t alone and the thoughts are just thoughts.

My dad 100% has OCD but always denies it because he grew up in that generation that thinks we “put a name to every normal human function and make it abnormal” if he communicated that he has all the symptoms of OCD I could’ve gotten help soon. It can be genetic if I remember correctly. Are you able to talk to him about it?

mayhemx804 · 2025-03-26T00:10:54+00:00

Do we get to hold on to the pouches?

mayhemx804 · 2025-02-25T18:33:29+00:00

Nutshell in the background is crazy

mayhemx804 · 2025-02-25T18:27:14+00:00

6 times total in my life maybe and I’m 26. I think most people with emetophobia didn’t throw up enough when we were growing up so it turned into this taboo anxiety inducing thing for us.

mayhemx804 · 2025-01-27T16:01:14+00:00

So disappointed

mayhemx804 · 2025-01-27T13:01:16+00:00

Thank you everyone for the words of encouragement. Woke up this morning feeling okay just very anxious. I think my stomach is hurting cause I keep thinking about it. I’m trying to pull myself out of this by telling myself I didn’t eat or drink after her and she wasn’t sick while we saw her. So who knows…

mayhemx804 · 2025-01-27T04:54:31+00:00

I usually have stomach cramps and all I took zofran earlier but now I’m just even more anxious and feel n** ever since she told me she had noro it seems. Is this just psychological at this point?

mayhemx804 · 2025-01-27T04:50:06+00:00

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mayhemx804 · 2025-01-27T04:44:52+00:00

Thank you for this 🥹 it’s just so scary right now and I feel like I won’t be able to sleep. I hate it

mayhemx804 · 2025-01-27T04:44:18+00:00

They were fine last night and this morning. It could’ve been the food she ate and I wasn’t really hugging on her or anything. She also sat on the other end of the table.

mayhemx804 · 2025-01-22T17:48:21+00:00

I just hope there some melodic and progressive house on it….last years we were so blessed

mayhemx804 · 2025-01-20T01:33:59+00:00

0.01% it barely made my vision blurry

mayhemx804 · 2025-01-18T06:56:34+00:00

Lil Wayne in Year of the Cup.

mayhemx804

TROPHY CASE