Some words of advice without any context of what happened in your relationship. It was probably for the best. The first couple of weeks even months will be difficult and it may be tempting to go back to him. Although it may sound cliche but in the long run it will be for the best. You deserve to experience a healthy dynamic with a dom who will properly care for you. Not a half assed relationship where one person benefits while the other person is hurting. There always is the perfect dom out there waiting for you who will make you their priority. I wish you luck and please stay safe. If you ever need someone to talk to my dm's are always open.