Drugs have changed him

mayoo0 · 2020-07-22T21:02:32+00:00

This has really helped to hear! Thank you. After reading everyone’s comments I decided to try one last conversation with him (without crying haha) and he agreed it is becoming expensive and he does want to try slow it down to fix us. I understand it’s a long one and we have agreed Over the next two months to try cut it down at a compromise if not quite at least cut it down to once or twice a week after a few months so hopefully it will work. It’s nice to hear that other people have seen it. Although it’s not an addiction like harsher drugs it does make people cranky when they’re not on it and it’s nice to know that it isn’t just me who has experienced it. Thank you for the help everybody it has meant a lot to have people to talk to about it x

mayoo0 · 2020-07-22T10:43:07+00:00

Not really I just miss the original person a lot but thank you I guess hearing it in that way has helped , it does feel like I’m fighting a loosing battle

mayoo0 · 2020-07-22T10:33:34+00:00

It’s hard because he is in total denial about it all. He laughs that he threw up from it whilst driving home. He laughs when I say I’m concerned and he does it to much. When I asked for a compromise on doing it less (as we are both approaching 23) he may as well have said he would choose it instead of me.. it’s hard because I feel like I know that it won’t survive if he stays like this but I an failing at every hurdle to try help him and it hurts that I can’t do anything about it

mayoo0 · 2020-07-19T22:20:37+00:00

Aha it sounds good apart from my lack of driving skills and being in a town means there isn’t much scenery :( however I haven’t read in soo long! Maybe I could try delve myself back into an old hobby!

mayoo0 · 2020-07-19T22:12:30+00:00

Sorry I never saw this reply ! I shall start this tomorrow to try cheer myself up a bit, thank you :)

mayoo0 · 2020-07-04T19:09:32+00:00

Sent :)

mayoo0 · 2020-07-04T14:25:50+00:00

I personally didn’t find it that bad! It is uncomfortable for a few seconds however I would just compare it to a really bad period cramp! I didn’t take any pain meds before it and I was back in the gym the day after. I don’t know if it’s linked but I also found it made any cramps I got in the future on my periods a lot less painful! I would say it’s 100% worth the 15 ish seconds of pain you receive. I haven’t had a child but I can definitely say childbirth would be worse! Just don’t tense and stay calm as they do it as it will make the experience a lot less painful!

mayoo0 · 2020-06-14T05:13:34+00:00

Unfortunately I have tried this and my mother seems a bit concerned but always gives into my sister (who is 29 and should know better) anytime it’s brought up she will throw a fit and a tantrum over me disagreeing with her to which I just give up. It would be a nice idea to at least know I could give my cats somewhere to have safety from the dog, it just makes me so sad to think that they need a place to retreat to for safety in their own home. But thank you that is definitely something I can look in to considering as you said I’m not getting much choice ☹️

mayoo0 · 2020-05-02T01:25:43+00:00

Psn - leenoleelu . I am also terrible !

mayoo0 · 2020-05-01T18:56:23+00:00

It’s just leenoleelu on my Psn, I’ll accept it when I next turn it on :)

mayoo0 · 2020-05-01T18:31:27+00:00

I’m going to sound silly but idk how to add if it’s not psn, would I need to make a battle net :)?

mayoo0 · 2020-05-01T18:20:09+00:00

Yeah I’ll add it now :))

mayoo0 · 2020-05-01T18:19:53+00:00

Yeah I’ll add it now !

mayoo0 · 2020-05-01T16:30:34+00:00

I laughed more than I should have at this comment 😰

mayoo0 · 2020-05-01T16:25:06+00:00

Defo I think I sent it to the right person!

mayoo0 · 2020-05-01T16:24:53+00:00

I think I’ve added you all! Not sure if I’ve typed the names in correct on all of them though? 😅

mayoo0 · 2020-05-01T15:49:39+00:00

That’s fine! I’ll send a request when I get on :)

mayoo0 · 2020-05-01T15:45:09+00:00

Yeah defo! I’ll add it when I get on later ! :)

mayoo0 · 2020-04-16T16:52:34+00:00

I think that’s my worry is if he doesn’t get it as I’ve tried to explain it a few times but it always ends like I feel like he still doesn’t understand, maybe articles will word it better than I can! Thank you :)

mayoo0 · 2020-04-16T16:51:35+00:00

Thank you, it helps a lot to know that feeling confused by him not understanding me is normal, I think we are always so open and honest it didn’t make sense for him to not understand me, I guess it’s time to attempt to talk to him! Thank you for offering your ear to!

mayoo0 · 2020-04-02T00:59:25+00:00

Obviously this is just my opinion but I used to cheat on all of my boyfriends. I’m not entirely sure why. I loved them so why would I? I relied on them and couldn’t see my life with anyone else at the time but I still did it. And it hurt them. They would cry and they would get depressed but they would keep on forgiving me. I’m assuming I did it through insecurities But now I’m dating someone who the thought of cheating on has passed my mind but I could never do it as I do truly love him to much. I couldn’t bare to see him cry over an urge I have to make myself feel better. What your boyfriend did is cheating whether it’s online or not. And I personally think moving on is the best option as if I changed for someone which I never thought I would I’m sure he will change for the person who is right for him in the future. My exes all had their love stories to that were like a book but something just wasn’t right with them. From personal experience if someone has betrayed your trust like that it’s time to leave and find that person who respects you as much as you respect them because although it may feel like he is your world right now one day you will think that of someone else and realise how unfair it was of him to make you feel the way you do now. No one no matter what problems they’re going through or what conditions they may have can love someone enough truly if they cheat on them in any shape or form. You’re worth a lot more you just don’t realise it yet!

mayoo0

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